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The EADD 3-FPM Megathread
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ComfortablyNumb95
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"This isn't as moreish as I thought"
"Holy fuck this is moreish"
"I'll have one line"
"I've already had a few lines"
I hate to say it, so I won't, but I'm sure you know.
Yup, can't deny the truth. I'm not sure if I should order more of this, which means I shouldn't, at all.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
funny that when I ordered this I thought it would last me a month or more lolI'm actually kinda grateful my bag is almost over...
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OK lol bag is practically over. I might as well finish it because the remaining quantity would only make me wish I had more if vaped it another day..
I just can't order more of this, at least not more than a gram every few months.. Shit is so compulsive it's scary.
I mean it began with "I'll take a few lines to see how it is" and I ended up finishing what I thought would last me atleast 2-3 more "sessions", but that also may be because of tolerance because the first time (2 days ago) I was loading waaay smaller quantities now I'm just shoving my key inside the bag and placing huge piles onto the foil lol, but it's not good still.
Maybe it sounds silly to you guys compared to your monstrous binges, like wow you used a gram in 3 days big deal, but I've never been like this with any drug, usually I'm very moderate with my use and know when to stop. But with this it just ain't happening lol, I feel like a crackhead with OCD, stuck in a loop of taking a hit and posting useless shit on Bluelight.
Like, I've spent the last hour and a half (2+ hours now I think) taking a few hits and then writing, re-reading and editing this post tens and tens of times (a post that btw almost no one will read, but I don't give a shit really I'm just typing for the sake of typing you know, shit you do on stims you know, I just feel like ranting about this right now and this drugs makes me ramble on the internet so fucking much! On the contrary I feel little to no interest in actual face-to-face conversations. I'll probably read this when I'm more sober and cringe at all this shit I typed, like I did yesterday when I deleted a post of fucking 14400 characters about heroin after spending like 1 hour and a half typing. I'm sorry if you're reading this btw).
Not like I'm not enjoying this, like hell yeah I love it, it's just that I shouldn't be doing this around friends or people in general you know.
I mean, I don't consider it "bad" to binge on drugs like I'm doing now and take a break from life from time to time if you don't do it often and it doesn't interfer with your life, and maybe I could indulge in such mad sessions every once in a while but sure as hell I won't buy more than a gram at a time because now I know I can't trust myself with this drug.
That's the thing, this drug turns me into a fiend and while I love it (while I'm doing it that is), I don't want to end up spending every weekend or even weekdays like this, wasting money and hours on hours or even days and doing nothing but bathing in meaningless hedonistic pleasure, especially since I'm still 20, life has so much more to offer and I have wasted so much time already.
Also it's pretty obvious this drug has a very real potential for addiction (like if you read the OD thread there are people injecting WHOLE FUCKING GRAMS of this stuff like what the fuck!!!) and while I don't think I would get addicted (as in daily or almost daily use) I was also sure I wouldn't have vaped at all today until some hours ago, you know?
Wow I've just spent like 2 fucking hours and a half on a fucking post on Bluelight!! Holy shit lol
I wish I had more 3-fpm now that it's over I'm kinda glad aswell. Until Yesterday the idea of spending multiple days solely vaping this stuff seemed insane but now I really understand lol.
I just can't order more of this, at least not more than a gram every few months.. Shit is so compulsive it's scary.
I mean it began with "I'll take a few lines to see how it is" and I ended up finishing what I thought would last me atleast 2-3 more "sessions", but that also may be because of tolerance because the first time (2 days ago) I was loading waaay smaller quantities now I'm just shoving my key inside the bag and placing huge piles onto the foil lol, but it's not good still.
Maybe it sounds silly to you guys compared to your monstrous binges, like wow you used a gram in 3 days big deal, but I've never been like this with any drug, usually I'm very moderate with my use and know when to stop. But with this it just ain't happening lol, I feel like a crackhead with OCD, stuck in a loop of taking a hit and posting useless shit on Bluelight.
Like, I've spent the last hour and a half (2+ hours now I think) taking a few hits and then writing, re-reading and editing this post tens and tens of times (a post that btw almost no one will read, but I don't give a shit really I'm just typing for the sake of typing you know, shit you do on stims you know, I just feel like ranting about this right now and this drugs makes me ramble on the internet so fucking much! On the contrary I feel little to no interest in actual face-to-face conversations. I'll probably read this when I'm more sober and cringe at all this shit I typed, like I did yesterday when I deleted a post of fucking 14400 characters about heroin after spending like 1 hour and a half typing. I'm sorry if you're reading this btw).
Not like I'm not enjoying this, like hell yeah I love it, it's just that I shouldn't be doing this around friends or people in general you know.
I mean, I don't consider it "bad" to binge on drugs like I'm doing now and take a break from life from time to time if you don't do it often and it doesn't interfer with your life, and maybe I could indulge in such mad sessions every once in a while but sure as hell I won't buy more than a gram at a time because now I know I can't trust myself with this drug.
That's the thing, this drug turns me into a fiend and while I love it (while I'm doing it that is), I don't want to end up spending every weekend or even weekdays like this, wasting money and hours on hours or even days and doing nothing but bathing in meaningless hedonistic pleasure, especially since I'm still 20, life has so much more to offer and I have wasted so much time already.
Also it's pretty obvious this drug has a very real potential for addiction (like if you read the OD thread there are people injecting WHOLE FUCKING GRAMS of this stuff like what the fuck!!!) and while I don't think I would get addicted (as in daily or almost daily use) I was also sure I wouldn't have vaped at all today until some hours ago, you know?
Wow I've just spent like 2 fucking hours and a half on a fucking post on Bluelight!! Holy shit lol
I wish I had more 3-fpm now that it's over I'm kinda glad aswell. Until Yesterday the idea of spending multiple days solely vaping this stuff seemed insane but now I really understand lol.
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Yup, can't deny the truth. I'm not sure if I should order more of this, which means I shouldn't, at all.
I'm actually kinda grateful my bag is almost over...
I feel the same way every time I'm coming to the end of a binge.
Then I remember that I've spent the last few days doing what no other drug allows me to do: receive rush after rush after rush.
Crack is all rush too, but the quantity of rushes is limited to just a few and every hit after that is just cardiac stress in gaseous form.
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UPDATE: porned for all of 2 minutes.
Stims + PAWS = may as well stir my coffee with it.
Oh dear. Methinks yer porn receptors have downregulated a tad too much..
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Fun's over... Wish I had more (that's pretty obvious) but at the same time I'm glad the bag is finally empty, or else I would be vaping all weekend long 
I wonder why my absolute favorite activity while binging on this seems to be ranting for hours on Bluelight and maniacally re-reading, editing/adding/deleting entire paragraphs as well as meaningless small details to the point where the final post is completely different from what I initially typed.
I really find it hard to do anything else or even looking away from the screen for more than a few seconds if I'm working on my crazy ramblings!
Like, I don't even give a shit if anyone reads it I just want it to be perfect down to every unnecessary detail!
I just spent about 3 hours on the post above holy shit.
And you can't imagine the panic I felt when my phone's battery randomly died from 20% charge (suddenly went from 20 to 0 in like 5 seconds before my terrified eyes while I was editing the other post.. Right now I'm typing with just one finger with my phone laying on the table because it has to be in a specific position or else it won't charge... )
Maybe it's just part of the obsessive-compulsive nature of this drug.
I wonder why my absolute favorite activity while binging on this seems to be ranting for hours on Bluelight and maniacally re-reading, editing/adding/deleting entire paragraphs as well as meaningless small details to the point where the final post is completely different from what I initially typed.
I really find it hard to do anything else or even looking away from the screen for more than a few seconds if I'm working on my crazy ramblings!
Like, I don't even give a shit if anyone reads it I just want it to be perfect down to every unnecessary detail!
I just spent about 3 hours on the post above holy shit.
And you can't imagine the panic I felt when my phone's battery randomly died from 20% charge (suddenly went from 20 to 0 in like 5 seconds before my terrified eyes while I was editing the other post.. Right now I'm typing with just one finger with my phone laying on the table because it has to be in a specific position or else it won't charge...
)Maybe it's just part of the obsessive-compulsive nature of this drug.
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The fun may be over, but so is the shite - I did read your post above before and after the edit and it reads like textbook 3...
It is literally nothing like any other drug, treating it as just another RC stimulant is how you end up getting bitten. I have made dozens of comments in this thread alone about how compulsive it is once you start, especially when vaping, though it is something one has to experience to truly appreciate.
My advice: use that incredible mental energy and analysis in any way you want, just never, ever delete anything you create under the influence.
3-FPM opens up a whole new side to creative endeavours - you can peer into your mind with the clarity of a psychedelic, the analysis of a stimulant and the honesty of an empathogen. The fact you typed up 14400 characters on a single topic should say a lot.
I wrote some of the most terrible prose ever seen a few days ago on 3-FPM, I even posted it in the Writing Thread. The impetus to write is more valuable than the actual writing, because even if there's 10,000 words typical of any other stimulant, 3-FPM will add its very particular quality in less than 200.
You may notice a few posts earlier on that detail pretty extensively the use of 3-FPM by people who've never posted beforehand, don't usually post, or simply got the compulsion to write.
It is literally nothing like any other drug, treating it as just another RC stimulant is how you end up getting bitten. I have made dozens of comments in this thread alone about how compulsive it is once you start, especially when vaping, though it is something one has to experience to truly appreciate.
My advice: use that incredible mental energy and analysis in any way you want, just never, ever delete anything you create under the influence.
3-FPM opens up a whole new side to creative endeavours - you can peer into your mind with the clarity of a psychedelic, the analysis of a stimulant and the honesty of an empathogen. The fact you typed up 14400 characters on a single topic should say a lot.
I wrote some of the most terrible prose ever seen a few days ago on 3-FPM, I even posted it in the Writing Thread. The impetus to write is more valuable than the actual writing, because even if there's 10,000 words typical of any other stimulant, 3-FPM will add its very particular quality in less than 200.
You may notice a few posts earlier on that detail pretty extensively the use of 3-FPM by people who've never posted beforehand, don't usually post, or simply got the compulsion to write.
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My desktop is littered with half finished stories written on 3 that I couldn't stop editing and re-editing because the ideas were flowing that fast I physically couldn't get them down quick enough. What started out as true anecdotes became embellished beyond the point of no return...
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Whoa, I' femk just a tad bit mashed from the residual stimulatjknans lack of sleep and the benzos butn from what I can understand wirhnthenlittle bit of concentration incan muster right now , nice insight, I'll dfintlt ready it when I'm in a better condition anyway thanks for your impiy very Mich appreciatedThe fun may be over, but so is the shite - I did read your post above before and after the edit and it reads like textbook 3...
It is literally nothing like any other drug, treating it as just another RC stimulant is how you end up getting bitten. I have made dozens of comments in this thread alone about how compulsive it is once you start, especially when vaping, though it is something one has to experience to truly appreciate.
My advice: use that incredible mental energy and analysis in any way you want, just never, ever delete anything you create under the influence.
3-FPM opens up a whole new side to creative endeavours - you can peer into your mind with the clarity of a psychedelic, the analysis of a stimulant and the honesty of an empathogen. The fact you typed up 14400 characters on a single topic should say a lot.
I wrote some of the most terrible prose ever seen a few days ago on 3-FPM, I even posted it in the Writing Thread. The impetus to write is more valuable than the actual writing, because even if there's 10,000 words typical of any other stimulant, 3-FPM will add its very particular quality in less than 200.
You may notice a few posts earlier on that detail pretty extensively the use of 3-FPM by people who've never posted beforehand, don't usually post, or simply got the compulsion to write.
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^Whoah! Benzo city 
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Strange, its the total LACK of residual stimulation that I like about that stuff. But then again I only smoke it - which appears to be totally different to other ROAs
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Yo guys I'm back to planet earth.
Yeah I was just a bit benzoed-out when I wrote that oh man this night has been intense with the fpm! I actually haven't slept yet, I tried a few minutes ago but I gave up soon.. And I sure don't wanna take more benzos.
Luckily I should have some bupe coming in a couple of hours so while yesterday (well, today technically) has been stim-binge-madness night with a great session of OCD phone-typing complete with a get-benzoed-out-as-shit-and-talk-complete-nonsense-with-your-buddy-for-hours-on-end afterparty (just imagine two mashed dudes sitting on the couch, at 4 in the morning, one trying to explain the other how dissociative drugs work, the other one just staring at the wall because it's changing colors and shit); today will be simply called the "mellow day".
Sucks that I haven't slept 1 minute during all of this and food has generally been scarce during these last days of "experimentation", so tomorrow will be recovery day I guess.
Cheers
Yeah I was just a bit benzoed-out when I wrote that
oh man this night has been intense with the fpm! I actually haven't slept yet, I tried a few minutes ago but I gave up soon.. And I sure don't wanna take more benzos.Luckily I should have some bupe coming in a couple of hours so while yesterday (well, today technically) has been stim-binge-madness night with a great session of OCD phone-typing complete with a get-benzoed-out-as-shit-and-talk-complete-nonsense-with-your-buddy-for-hours-on-end afterparty (just imagine two mashed dudes sitting on the couch, at 4 in the morning, one trying to explain the other how dissociative drugs work, the other one just staring at the wall because it's changing colors and shit); today will be simply called the "mellow day".
Sucks that I haven't slept 1 minute during all of this and food has generally been scarce during these last days of "experimentation", so tomorrow will be recovery day I guess.
Cheers
Well, it's tough but I must do it for the good of the forum and for science; I shall finish off my tray and get to pervin'.
Will report back with the results of this most crucial of endeavours.
The things you do for us
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Well i've rather rapidly developed a 3-fmp 'compulsion'. Just of the back of a 4.5 day run. 12g's this month and another 3 sitting in the post box (hey it was black Friday...).
Its really unlike any other stim I've encountered, the first 6g were gobbled up by 3 hungry 'rehab buddies' in a night, the conversation flowed and things that would never have been admitted in a group session were revealed by one. Rather awkwardly in hindsight as I'm no trained counsellor.
I'm awake now after, 8 hours from 52. I don't feel like I've been run over by a bus. A bottle of vodka sits with literally a shot out of it, it's going in the fridge. Lucozade, coffee, B vitamins and magnesium are the order of the day, I believe I can skip a benzo, at least to late PM.
A shower and 50 mile bus run to deposit money and order some amazing bargains of aliexpress.
I will bypass the post box. For now. The last 2, solo 3g runs - seem to have extended in duration, 40+ hours, now 52. Well I had a friend round for a while. With any luck i'll be 'entertaining' tonight. This brings me to a vain, but legitimate concern of maintaining physical, facial appearance. I've dropped about a stone, that's no problem. 5'11 - 12.3. I'd just rather avoid the sunken eyes, sallow parlour, and bad teeth. No collagen or botox (yet!) buy considering a sun lamp and a heavily discounted oral 3 nasher scrubber. As disorientated in the moisturiser isle as the isle of man any informed recommendations would be appreciated.
Perhaps the biggest consequence of this use has been a decision not to return to the city in January, or even leave the country. But to concentrate less on comparing myself with others, live near the coast and upcycle (literally) job lots of laptop batteries and aim to build my first ebike from scratch.
I've had (suffered) a wide variety of grandiose life plans and a perhaps a persistent, insidious sense of inferiority when I allow myself to envy the material successes and recognition of my siblings and it has done me no good at all.
Ok. This excessive desire to write will have to be curtailed.
Enjoy your Saturday Guys n Gals
Its really unlike any other stim I've encountered, the first 6g were gobbled up by 3 hungry 'rehab buddies' in a night, the conversation flowed and things that would never have been admitted in a group session were revealed by one. Rather awkwardly in hindsight as I'm no trained counsellor.
I'm awake now after, 8 hours from 52. I don't feel like I've been run over by a bus. A bottle of vodka sits with literally a shot out of it, it's going in the fridge. Lucozade, coffee, B vitamins and magnesium are the order of the day, I believe I can skip a benzo, at least to late PM.
A shower and 50 mile bus run to deposit money and order some amazing bargains of aliexpress.
I will bypass the post box. For now. The last 2, solo 3g runs - seem to have extended in duration, 40+ hours, now 52. Well I had a friend round for a while. With any luck i'll be 'entertaining' tonight. This brings me to a vain, but legitimate concern of maintaining physical, facial appearance. I've dropped about a stone, that's no problem. 5'11 - 12.3. I'd just rather avoid the sunken eyes, sallow parlour, and bad teeth. No collagen or botox (yet!) buy considering a sun lamp and a heavily discounted oral 3 nasher scrubber. As disorientated in the moisturiser isle as the isle of man any informed recommendations would be appreciated.
Perhaps the biggest consequence of this use has been a decision not to return to the city in January, or even leave the country. But to concentrate less on comparing myself with others, live near the coast and upcycle (literally) job lots of laptop batteries and aim to build my first ebike from scratch.
I've had (suffered) a wide variety of grandiose life plans and a perhaps a persistent, insidious sense of inferiority when I allow myself to envy the material successes and recognition of my siblings and it has done me no good at all.
Ok. This excessive desire to write will have to be curtailed.
Enjoy your Saturday Guys n Gals
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Don't plug stimulants. It can lead to acute/chronic ischemic bowel which is potentially deadly. For 3FPM I suggest oral use for the purpose of harm reduction. I am an IV user and I am all about the rush, but high oral doses of 3FPM proved to be fantastic. I tend to go for that towards the tail end of a session (last session half a year ago), using amounts of up to 750mg per oral dose (which I would obviously disadvise!!), while I use 250-500mg per shot IV. It's bioavailability is very high via the oral route and the effects are just as pleasant imho.I'm not that keen on vaping stuff in general in quantity anyhow, I suspect plugging may suit me better ......report to follow
Your stomach has the largest surface area of all places you could administer the drug. It will brutally rape your mucous membranes if you snort it or use it sublingually. You might not see the damage right away, but if you keep going there is a high chance it will eventually have turned everything it regularly comes into contact with into a single large scarred surface, possibly with inoperable holes in the nasal septum.