I hate to say it, because I know it's going to sound like I'm talking down to you, and I don't mean to! I mean it with love!
(that also goes to anyone else who I care about enough to take the time to try and counsel... like someone from PR)
But I told you so dude lol... I remember you talking about how you could roll all the time without comedowns... it catches up to you!!! I never really had a bad comedown (other than from long nights on meth bombs) until that Meth + MDMA + LSD one I was talking about... but after that I KNEW something was wrong.
If you're getting week long comedowns from just MDMA, than you've done some serious damage already dude... you'll have the rest of your life to roll man though, don't ruin it now!
You don't want to be like me and push the boundaries, have them break and be fucked for the years to come...
I know you've already cut back a lot, but still, think about stopping for even longer. I took 6 months off to recover, and I'm SOOOO glad that I did.
Again, sorry if I sound condescending dezz lol... I already know that I come off as such. I feel myself to be "Grandpa Folley" so to speak though... I can be that bad guy who tells you that what you're doing is evil and wrong, but really I'm just trying to help you and try to keep you guys from making the same stupid mistakes I did.
I would rather people get mad at me because I say they use too often, then have them use too often and hurt themselves unknowingly. If you want to abuse drugs around me, you have to AT LEAST know the consequences... after that though, you have my approval to do whatever you want.
I just don't want anyone to get blindsided the way I did, I thought ecstasy was completely safe to use on a weekly level, hell that's what BL told me! That's why I'm always so quick to get on the moral high ground and give people the advice that they will probably never hear from all their buddies dropping with them...
^ Sorry lol, I kind of went off on a rant there... Speed is in my system, what can ya do? 8)