FrogWarrior
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- Nov 10, 2013
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foolsgold: Didn't have time to read much, only read the quote in cr00ks post. MDPV is notorious for causing psychosis. Been there (not with MDPV though) a few times before and each time, was back to normal pretty quickly. After the first one my thoughts were strange for a few weeks but I could function fine. IME, when these things happen, I go into a hyper learning state where I uncover mechanisms of how what this life/reality thing is all about, its like I become prone to serendepity. Its harsh and painful because the things you learn threaten the ego, and clings on to its existence. Keep up posted on how things go for you over the next few days and weeks, plenty of people here that have experienced similar things.
We have a tendency to avoid suffering as best we can, but a lesson I've learned is sometimes that suffering is the very thing you need. Life seens to be something like a dream, and suffering seems to inspire us to relinquish attachment to the dream. These lessons can't be conveyed by words though, you have to learn them via real time observation. Permanence is an illusion. Everything changes.
EDIT: Back on the topic of "MXP". How does it compare to diphenidine? Dosage wise, effects wise, side effects wise.
We have a tendency to avoid suffering as best we can, but a lesson I've learned is sometimes that suffering is the very thing you need. Life seens to be something like a dream, and suffering seems to inspire us to relinquish attachment to the dream. These lessons can't be conveyed by words though, you have to learn them via real time observation. Permanence is an illusion. Everything changes.
EDIT: Back on the topic of "MXP". How does it compare to diphenidine? Dosage wise, effects wise, side effects wise.