DXM was ok, aside from the ejaculatory shitting.
I'll try your low dose idea and built up. Do you have a dose & timing schedule? 5mgs every 15mins, or something like that?
My first experiment this Friday (30mg) seemed to do nothing (!!), but I'd taken 100mg ethylphenidate about 4 hours prior. 3 hours after the first MXE, I took another 40mg and watched a movie. It made me feel sort of confused, like I was somehow involved in the problems the characters in the film were having & I had a jumbled, disjointed conversation about it that didn't make much sense.
I had an intra-muscular shot of K years ago. Laid on a bed with a eye-mask on, curtains drawn & some quiet, ambient music (Current93, Horse Hospital). It was vivid and amazing experience, like sinking into some beautiful abyss full of dynamics of blackness. Wow.
I tried DXM twice (cough syrup). The first time I couldn't move due to the spinning, but felt a giddy connection to a cosmos made of love. Could barely speak. Quite silly and fun, but hours of utter useless flopping on a bed.
The 2nd DXM trip I had less, and felt disjointed and spacey as I moved (like with the MXE). My limbs seemed oddly connected and my eyes winked of their own accord. And I blasted tons of odourless shit into the can. It as so terrible it was funny.
Compared to the stimulants, psychadelics & empathogens I typically enjoy, this stuff is not really impressing me.