Tried DPT for the first time yesterday. Wow.. This substance is amazingly deep, it really takes you for a ride.
My dose was 120mg of the HCL insufflated during the course of ~40min. First 50mg, then the remaining 70mg, about 30-40min later.
I was hit full force by the effects at the one hour point. - I was listening to music on my headphones laying on my couch. Btw, music sounds absolutely fantastic on DPT. - I was facing a window with the blinds down, from my position on the couch. Everything started shaking violently. The blinds covering my window almost being torn apart. I felt a strong buzz engulfing my entire body with a warm vibrating energy. At this point I decided to close my eyes.
I was now propelled into the DPT space. At first I was launched into this tunnel of fractal geometry. As I travelled further in the complexcity of the structure seemed to increase. I was no longer thinking in normal thought patterns, I seemed to only exist in this tunnel.
At this point, there was alot going on. Im not sure how to explain it, but I was accompanied by this benevolent force, it felt like light was flowing through me. A healing force, the source of life, maybe. I don't know. Alot of stuff going through my mind now. - Life and death. Heaven and hell. Human psychology and culture. The way our thoughts and emotions are constructed. The cause
of all our suffering. It was all being laid out for me to see. It all seemed so apparent.
This was beautiful yet terrifying. I remember sitting up on my couch as my music playlist had finished. The sun had set now. But the room was still somewhat lit up by this soft warm light coming out of cracks in the wall, and from between the blinds on my windows. This force was still with me, and I remember thinking; this substance has so much potential, I can't be the only one feeling this? Everybody must see this! It felt like I had been fooled my whole life, scammed into this excistence of suffering and lies, and now I had seen the truth.
Time. I had to appear somewhat functional within the next few hours, and so I tried to reconstruct myself into a more normal form of being. Not easy, my thoughts kept spiralling away whenever I tried to organize them. I checked my watch, 1 - 1.5h had passed.
The trip subsided slowly over the course of the next 2 hours. I was left with this warm glow that lasted until i fell asleep about 6-7hours after dosing.
I must admit I was a bit caught of gaurd by the sheer intensity of the experience. This is some powerfull stuff. I probably should have started out with a lower dosage. My experience with psychedelics is limited, and this is my first tryptamine. Lesson learned. I will approach this one with the respect it deserves from now on.