So I got my 250mg yesterday in the post. Have been on a bit of a binge this week did 2 nights on mpa and then 1 on amt. got plenty of sleep after though and then did 50mg 5-it just to see what I was dealing with... heh.
I forgot I'd taken it and thats the way it remained... absolutely nothing happened, I got a tiny bit of moving words when I looked at my phone but other than that I was completely baseline.
I waited about 4 hours and then built a 100mg bomb and waited.
+10 mins start to feel different
+30 mins definitely coming up but it really was not your typical come up where you start to feel all the good things oh no, this was just erratic and very jittery and generally just a bit shit.
+1 hour. Full "effects" are felt. I'm not really sure what effects I'm sposed to be speaking of because other than bad effects there was nothing about this that I liked. It felt like a really really small dose of shit 6apb, and thats being generous.
+1 hour 30 Decide to listen to some music. No euphoria felt at all. Not one good feeling at all. Just fidgety, couldn't get comfortable and overwhelmingly disappointed.
2mg etizolam taken at this point because I was fed up of fidgeting
+2.5 hours still just feel like I've done some MPA but atleast with MPA I get an intial amazing buzz. I really struggled to find at any point where this compound made me feel good in any way. All I felt was just like I was on a really shit stim. I really dont get why they have bothered to make this at all. It is completely useless.
+4 hours stuck with annoying "rushes" that keep making me have to take a deep breath. At no point does it feel good like it usually would say with uhm, just about anything else.
Now I'm just sat here, still putting up with what I can only describe as annoying side effects that you would put up with if you actually got anything good out of the drug and I'm mostly likely going to be stuck with them all day. I really cannot express how literally pointless this compound is. My mouth was so, so dry and I kept getting stuck when trying to swallow, which was a LOT for some reason. I love a good gurn it makes me feel great but this was just like random spastic movements of teeth clenching and tongue movement and it was really annoying.
This is the first and only thing I have taken, that I would actually say I would never do it again. Not because I had a bad time on it, but because I didn't really have a "time" on it. It's just completely devoid of any fun or feeling whatsoever. I'm actually throwing the rest in the bin. I'd of rather had a bad trip than no trip a
t all atleast I'd of got something for my money. I really just do not know what they were thinking with this one.
I'm not a fussy guy either, I'm generally very easily pleased. But this was so boring and pointless. Not at one single point was my mood elivated, did I feel "good" in any way. I just felt totally normal. There's nothing fun about it at all. I wasn't having a bad time. I was just so bored. Completely baseline mentally, no introspective thinking, no nothing, just "I'd be having more fun doing absolutely nothing" than I am right now on this pathetic excuse for a drug.
I knew this was gonna be shit but my word this really has nothing to offer, at all. Unless you like feeling completely nothing except annoying side effects.
Complete waste of time!