Right. I will try to report my second, and last ever trail with this substance.
It was unplanned as I got nothing from my first attempt. It was just lying around, this isn't a accurate trip report due to poly substance use at the time...
So.
Planned night out with friends, was ment to be "drinks only" as family and close friends were havign a get together. I was anxious as I have not seen many of these people for 10-years + and they are all "old skool" friends and family. ment to be drinks only....
So Ive had 10mg Diazepam (I have 15mg daily prescribed long term)...1mg etizolam for my nerves thinking im just going for a few drinks and I was anxious.
Meet friends about 3pm who turn up with beers (only food consumed was a large breakfast/brunch).. Maybe 2 x beer, 1 x vodka later cocktail or two. At this point I see the boys are looking "muddy" (local term for MDMA) .. I was annoyed as it was ment to be drinks only, had i known i wouldn't have drunk alcohol or taken sedatives...
...a small amount of what was supposedly MDMA powder approx. 30mg was taken. i noted that people were stimulated but detached, it wasn't proper MDMA. now im drunk and pissed off. start being sick. get home. now not in sound mind or judgement i think "fuck it. i REALLY need some fun, ive not had a night out in ages, this was a shit night, i want to get trashed and do music"... 1am 260mg orally in a gel cap...was sick right away..it came straight out (i was drunk in a state already). another 260mg taken and i kept this in.
+1 hour. nothing.. part of me knows "it might sneak up on me.. so dont take more"..but im drunk so 70mg was plugged this time with a 50mg oral dose of pure crystal MDMA.
for the next 6 hours i happily mixed music slightly tripy, the mdma was most noticeable in effect. for maybe 20 min 2 hours in i started to get a bit trippy, but not disassociated. i dont know what to expect but from mxe, dxm etc i expected some kinda hole or something. nothing. a nice perk to the MDMA tho, something extra but only slight..i focus on mixing music for a few hours
in the morning (no sleep) i had the WORST MIGRAINE EVER x100000000000 still there now in the evening. unable to eat, very sick my skin came out in a rash on my face (maybe impurities)
this is a defo NONO never again what was i thinking, why didn't i learn the first time. absolutly nothing good to say about this substance.
I would say this is a skank / sordid sounding trip report which actually apt as I think this chemical is dirty and skank. its fitting. never again.