prey
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I've also come to stop smoking weed when I do 3-MeO-PCP. In fact, 3-MeO-PCP has sort of made me realize that I should smoke weed in substantially fewer settings than I was. I kind of had this mindset where "weed potentiates everything and is always a good idea", but for me that was pretty delusional. Not sure if it's always been true, or I react to weed different as I age, and it's taken some time for my evaluation of it to update.
Experience that made me admit this to myself, and choose to stop smoking weed while on 3-MeO-PCP unless I'm trying to turn down: I was hanging out with this friend I'm particularly close to (hard to define, but more than platonic). She was in my bathroom for a while. During that time, I smoked some weed, then came inside to change into more comfortable clothing for the night. The bud started kicking in as I looking through my clothing... I have a lot of body image issues, it's often hard for me to feel comfortable with how I look, and I was also hoping to look extra cute with her company in mind. I basically ended up working myself up into an anxiety attack trying to figure something out, coming up with reasons why I couldn't wear each article of clothing, at first putting them on and taking them off, then just frozen staring at the closet racks. She came out of the bathroom to find me sitting on my bed or something, almost naked and about to cry lmao. (She was cool about it; she's cool about everything & has a lot of body image issues as well.)
I can chuckle about it a little in retrospect, but I was definitely embarrassed about it because I can usually keep my shit together better than that & I definitely lost it, if only for ~10 minutes. Smoking weed on 3-MeO-PCP has this way of making me feel like my mind has been disintegrated or put through a meat grinder. The more manic/omnipotent the 3-MeO-PCP is making me feel, the smaller the pieces that are left after I smoke. Hard to explain, but I know I don't like it anymore.
That's just me, though. For how benign it usually is, weed's an infamously idiosyncratic drug.
3-MeO-PCP + LSD, on the other hand, is fucking sublime. On Veterans' Day this year, I went out with the same friend and another friend from out-of-town; each of us took 1 tab of 1P-LSD & periodic oral bumps of 3-MeO-PCP solution and went on a hike. I'm a little bit of a housepet, so one component of the experience was my two friends coaxing me deeper into the woods, helping me feel more like a woodland critter at home within nature and not so alien to it — something I know, but regularly forget how to live. Ended up skinnydipping in a stream within a secluded little glade, crisp & just chilly enough to be invigorating. Transcendent experience, even if we ended up getting lost on the way back. Oh, and we saw a UFO! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Experience that made me admit this to myself, and choose to stop smoking weed while on 3-MeO-PCP unless I'm trying to turn down: I was hanging out with this friend I'm particularly close to (hard to define, but more than platonic). She was in my bathroom for a while. During that time, I smoked some weed, then came inside to change into more comfortable clothing for the night. The bud started kicking in as I looking through my clothing... I have a lot of body image issues, it's often hard for me to feel comfortable with how I look, and I was also hoping to look extra cute with her company in mind. I basically ended up working myself up into an anxiety attack trying to figure something out, coming up with reasons why I couldn't wear each article of clothing, at first putting them on and taking them off, then just frozen staring at the closet racks. She came out of the bathroom to find me sitting on my bed or something, almost naked and about to cry lmao. (She was cool about it; she's cool about everything & has a lot of body image issues as well.)
I can chuckle about it a little in retrospect, but I was definitely embarrassed about it because I can usually keep my shit together better than that & I definitely lost it, if only for ~10 minutes. Smoking weed on 3-MeO-PCP has this way of making me feel like my mind has been disintegrated or put through a meat grinder. The more manic/omnipotent the 3-MeO-PCP is making me feel, the smaller the pieces that are left after I smoke. Hard to explain, but I know I don't like it anymore.
That's just me, though. For how benign it usually is, weed's an infamously idiosyncratic drug.
3-MeO-PCP + LSD, on the other hand, is fucking sublime. On Veterans' Day this year, I went out with the same friend and another friend from out-of-town; each of us took 1 tab of 1P-LSD & periodic oral bumps of 3-MeO-PCP solution and went on a hike. I'm a little bit of a housepet, so one component of the experience was my two friends coaxing me deeper into the woods, helping me feel more like a woodland critter at home within nature and not so alien to it — something I know, but regularly forget how to live. Ended up skinnydipping in a stream within a secluded little glade, crisp & just chilly enough to be invigorating. Transcendent experience, even if we ended up getting lost on the way back. Oh, and we saw a UFO! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯