Hey, I really enjoyed your video and can empathize (or at least sympathize) with much of what you are saying.
I am guessing the form of Autism you have is Apsergers, is that correct?
I don't have Aspergers/Autism so to speak but my last therapist was convinced I am on the Autism Spectrum and that I have Nonverbal Learning Disability which is closely related to Aspergers, because of the wide discrepancy between my verbal and non-verbal/mathematical skills and some of my social issues.
After reading about it for the past few years I am also convinced I have it and share many common features with people with Apsergers.
I also have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and bits and pieces of other labels, but the point is: I feel you on your frustration with the drug war and HOW MUCH THESE SUBSTANCES CAN HELP US, ESPECIALLY THOSE WITH MENTAL DISORDERS.
Mushrooms are also by far my favorite and I believe if I could use them more frequently I could make great changes in my life but alas, they are illegal and quite difficult for me to obtain.
LSD also is something I find useful and again, difficult for me to get.
I've never used MDMA and I can't because I am on Lexapro which I find useful for my anxiety/depression but as you probably know SSRIs and MDMA don't mix.
I DO like Salvia, but it's quite unusual as you mentioned.
Have you ever tried Kratom??
If not, I think if you are at all like me you might LOVE it.
I find that in a very unique way Kratom, perhaps more than almost any other substance, seems to go hand in hand with my NVLD.
For example, it makes me more excited about my ideas and I tend to make extensive lists while on it, which is an activity I always enjoyed and which many people on the Spectrum also like to do.
I won't say that the lists I make on Kratom are usually useful haha, but i think they COULD be if I wanted to make them so.
It's great for anxiety and depression as well, but I have found I have to abstain for a while as it's addictive and my tolerance got too high.
Of course, I have tried other things as well, and it only makes sense that people who's consciousness might already be slightly different from the norm might also like to alter their minds.
Message me anytime you feel the need.
It's good to hear from more people who aren't locked into the same tired patterns of thinking.