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I have had several synchs-the one besides the guide-in which I clearly saw personal meaning in the moment..nothing to do with numbers-but something I understood as having personal meaning in my path of spiritual understanding....an immediate CLICK...realization/satori whatever you want to term it. That is what I believe sychs actually are.

They can happen often or just once in a while...depends on how you See.
 
My pouring over details of my past, my love life, I understand how it can sound. Even I have trouble with it-- The desire I have for some. Desire. My telling/admitting is, or can be embarrassing. To post a picture, to show a picture of a crush/love and say, unabashed, "I'm in love with this girl/these girls/I have a crush and I don't care what anyone thinks", with a smile. To admit that I am weak. You think I should follow the insecure thoughts. The ones that say "well- wow, I'm just crazy", or "I'm just obsessed", for having these thoughts. Considerations. Attention paid.
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I'm not telling you to embrace insecurity... I'm suggesting that maybe it's time to grow up and stop pining over girls and posting pictures of them on the internet behind their back. (Do you think they'd feel comfortable with what you're posting?)

It is not insecure to process your pain and attempt to move on.
On the contrary, this is how we grow.
It shows strength... not weakness.

Multiple on this forum have accused me, numerous times, while I have been sober for many months, of being on a meth binge.
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You sound like a meth addict and/or someone experiencing psychosis.

Please, don't tell me you care. Please. It is bullshit. We are all totally selfish, and you have nothing invested in me to care. You're only stroking yourself/others here. I may have issues, but they are deeper than you know, or that your words show respect for.
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I do care. The fact that you think nobody cares about anyone is revealing.
There are always selfish reasons for actions, but that doesn't mean that actions are entirely selfish.

For example, I don't want my mother to die because I would be sad.
But, also, I don't want her to die because my father would be sad.

You sound really, really broken.
You're misinterpreting my post.
I'm not "stroking" myself.

This is a harm reduction forum.
In my opinion, you need help.

I'm sorry for telling you that you sound unstable, but you do.
Sometimes it is cruel to be kind...
What am I supposed to do?
Nothing?

If I see someone lying, face down, on the pavement... What do I do?
1) Nothing, Because, what, doing the right thing means I can pat myself on the back later?
Or 2) Nothing, because doing something to help someone else means I'm elevating myself above them?

That's not the world I live in.

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Marijuana is a drug.
You should stop smoking for a while, IMO.
 
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Yes, 9.8 out of 10 people in Saudi Arabia are Muslims, therefore .2% of them must be wrong.

You are not qualified to say I am experiencing psychosis.

The pictures I post are public, or were found in places where anyone could see them, in public areas. The picture I posted recently was from a 'making of' folder, to start-- public, for a film. And, she is a stripper/exotic dancer, that gets paid money to take her clothes off for complete strangers.

What about pictures of celebrities? Do you pirate shows? Who owns those images? Do you look at the news, with pictures of people, on the news? This is my news. These are my celebrities.

It honestly just seems I'm out of the comfort zone of a lot of people. Boo hoo.

I get what you mean, still, about posting images... Just saying. I withhold imaging one, because it makes me very embarrassed/uncomfortable. And frequently cover the other, certainly.

What about art that we use? I love to display art that I like... But it really bothers me if I can t credit the author. But sometimes I can't. Even though the images are public, I'd like to ask her... But it has been so long since I've talked to her.

Grow up, though? I also talk about males. Friends. Friends I still talk to. Like my best friend has her name (reversed), her- the one I posted images of. I remember their birthdays. I pay attention. I listen. I try to put it together. It is not just girls, but being that many times I'm a walking erection, they have been of certain interest.
 
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Yes, 9.8 out of 10 people in Saudi Arabia are Muslims, therefore .2% of them must be wrong.
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Why do you think people are reacting the way they are?
(You missed a decimal place, by the way.)

You are not qualified to say I am experiencing psychosis.
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I didn't diagnose you.

The pictures I post are public, or were found in places where anyone could see them, in public areas.
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It's still creepy/childish.

It honestly just seems I'm out of the comfort zone of a lot of people. Boo hoo.
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It has nothing to do with my comfort zone.
You're posting a bunch of rambling self-indulgent crap on a public website.
From a purely selfish perspective, it's boring and you're hijacking the thread.
I've hijacked many threads. It isn't the end of the world.

If you want to say this stuff to yourself in the mirror, then nobody will react.
If you make declarations on a public forum, then you have to expect a reaction.
It is entirely up to you whether or not you ignore those reactions.
But, you can always learn something from another perspective.
(If you're willing to.)
 
Oi. Right I did mess up on the decimal place.

And yes, creepy. I deal with that.

If it is boring to you, stop engaging with me. It is that simple. If you don't have interest in the discussion, stop picking a fight. If you do, but think my contributions are "boring", take it another direction. You don't have to respond to me. There are others here who also have shared experience or thoughts, who you may be able to have a discussion with, or somehow base from... Or just add your own thoughts, to take it whatever direction you wish.

I'm not hijacking. This thread would be buried if it weren't for me (not meant in an egotist way or anything... Just that it gets buried and I bump it). I like to share/discuss, and sometimes I think that now I have a story that won't illicit the typical response that I've grown accustomed to on this forum, so I come back and write it, and then get the same responses of (many) people who don't get it, and they make a point of letting me know.
Still, I try.

I'm not a great talker, though. Perhaps that's ironic. In person, I can't coordinate words very well. I'm "quiet". I am a nodder, a smiler, a "yes", "I know what you mean", "I dunno", "I know right"- type of guy, largely. I literally stumble when I talk. I stuttered and had a speech impediment (S) as a child. My brother still stutters and is 40. I avoid it by planning my words out and keeping things simple. It still happens. I don't think most people know. I just go slow, at times, beyond the basics. Planning. In person, these conversations happen way differently. But I have a hard time telling stories, or etc., details. It could extend here.
 
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I'm not starting a fight.

I'm also really divided... And as those in CE&P know, a racist. I desire for Africa not to flood into Europe. I don't consider the populations-- the natural populations to be equal at all points.
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I feel like you lost whatever credibility you had, when you declared yourself a racist on a public international / multicultural forum.

If it is boring to you, stop engaging with me. It is that simple.
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Stop hijacking threads. Nobody is interested in your rambling stream of consciousness.
This thread wouldn't be buried without you. It is that simple.

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I get the impression that you're not going to listen to this, or anything else that anybody has to say, so I'm not going to repeat myself. I've said what I have to say. There's not much more I can do. :\
 
I make one or two posts a day. My average is about 3 for Bluelight.

I'm not sure why I do it here.

If you look, you may see for the last time, I bumped it, per alasdair's words, 3 months and 9 days after the last post. And I believe I bumped it before. Perhaps you're right, though. It is very possible that someone may have bumped it.

I don't hate people, I just see the entire thing as messed up right now, with "all in one" culture. It is weakness in very large regions... Instability, leading people to certain stability. And they are different cultures, and different people. In America I don't mind the same. I consider this an experiment. I don't experience territorial feelings about here, quite... Unless it is an increasing Islamic population, perhaps. But Europe, racial plays as well. Because they are immigrating into there, and a lot of times not integrating. It isn't a trickle, or even a small stream. Waves of people have come in. Natives don't have as many children. These new people do. The population is being replaced, in areas-- This is the trend. Populations that are with heritage in those places, may fade. And they are often forced to accept people. And their liberal-left mindset or programming makes them roll over and accept it. They're all too afraid of being called a racist or Hitler or something... So I'm just coming out and saying yea, I'm a racist, to a degree. I don't hate, but just saying that never convinces anyone. But I don't see all interaction as good.

I have reflected on what has been brought by Europe. The industrial revolution, and the U.S. Imperialism, Capitalism... Information age-computing. Not all all good. Lots of world killing stuff. Reckless. Experimental.

I consider that 60,000+ years of separation didn't just produce generally different eyes traits, skull form, skin pigmentation, musculature, center of gravity, hormone levels, even sound of voice... That we are different. I don't know what all the differences mean, ultimately, for the potentials, but I know that European civilization(s), as it became, attracts people from all around. I'm not sure if it is ultimately good or bad, for it, for the world. I feel a sense of wanting to protect family, when I think of the growing populations of outsiders, there. I feel the same if Japan were being taken over in this way. I would support their right to the land they have called home-- I would respect their certain balance. Nobody took a survey in European countries and asked people if they wanted to accept a stream of migrants, who have different religions, who would spark new laws, and take over neighborhoods. Business took over and imported people. It was advertised for people to migrate. The system is not sustainable, as is, I don't think

People support Kurdistan... Why not European peoples rights to self determination? This has been shoved down their throats. Most people are a little bit "racist". Oxytocin, which facilitates bonding, when highest in females (in a certain point in their cycle) ellicits higher "racist" feelings, it has been reported. We want to feel like we belong somewhere. Are safe, with like-kind. Its been shown that oxytocin can make people show very little empathy for foreign people. It isn't even race, when the circuitry gets down to levels. But certainly it is the same when it gets to "race".

...Many times I wish I didn't have, or could override the response. So it isn't as if I don't keep it in check. But "race" and things can be barriers... But in ways I think it warrants some attention.
 
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It is an issue of concern that indigienous Europeans are on their way to becoming a minority. In Wales the indigienous white population is already in a minority and it looks like the UK will soon be out-numbered by immigrant groups. This isn't just a racial issue, it's even more a cultural issue, in that the culture that has built and belongs to that area of the world is on its way to being wiped out.
 
Cultural and racial unity is a good thing, IMO.
Like it or not, that is the trend - globally.
And, it's not going to change.

their liberal-left mindset or programming makes them roll over and accept it. They're all too afraid of being called a racist or Hitler or something... So I'm just coming out and saying yea, I'm a racist, to a degree.
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What do you suggest "they" do?

I feel a sense of wanting to protect family, when I think of the growing populations of outsiders, there.
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Protect families from what?
 
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An alien invasion. I don't know. It is quite the predicament for the current generations. The heart wants to not do uncomfortable things, but the mind thinks...

I would like our exchanges to be more balanced. As I've said in some other posts, elsewhere probably in CE&P, I also see that it is the economic system that leads to this or it is tied. Its tied to colonialism/imperialism, and the presence of European influence in other countries. The culture has been exported around. Not to say their own began "there". But certainly it can find identity there more than outsiders can. Not that these countries are the only destinations. And I don't hate migrants. I really dislike the mass migration and forced "diversity", but also the neighborhoods and places that basically become foreign, in ones home. It may seem interesting... I find it interesting, but... I don't know.

As for multiracialism, I'm mixed--I am of multiple branchings over time, but I am a realist. When it comes down to it, I don't want this unique recent collection/branching of the human tree to be drowned out, in whatever way. I don't really want it to happen in Japan, either. Its uncomfortable to think about.

Anyways. I was using this fact of my seeing division (to illustrate), that I'm divided (and divided over that) on "one-ness" (and as I wrote "one" Donna on that 70s show said "one").
 
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That you feel like you have to get a word in on everyone's personal experiences...
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everyone's? what a ridiculous exaggeration. when you have to just fabricate nonsense to make your point, you have no point.
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But you, as always, refuse anything that might work against your agenda.
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oh. haha. that's pretty funny.

yet again, i've said it many times here and elsewhere and i'll say it again because you're obviously having trouble hearing it.

you might be right and i might be wrong.
i might be right and you might be wrong.
we might both be wrong.

where is the close-minded, arrogance in that? you're the one who seems to have trouble accepting that there may be another simpler, less mystical explanation for what you're seeing.

alasdair
 
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...I'm divided (and divided over that) on "one-ness" (and as I wrote Donna on that 70s show said "one").
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but she didn't say "oneness", did she? now that would have been interesting.

"one" is the 31st most commonly used word in english (out of over a million).

alasdair
 
They were stoned. She said one, when I wrote one. I meant to write that, but perhaps yes.

It was a ridiculous exaggeration.
 
Nothing... I was thinking "oneness". ...But perhaps so, if she said that.
 
Browsing over the last two pages, it looks like you guys don't want to talk about synchronicity anymore. That's fine. If you want to reengage the topic, feel free to start a new thread (as the weight of our collective history in this one is degrading discussion).

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Just had an amazing dream, I am quite sure telepathy was involved!

I'm going to keep this short. Quite short. Anyway, I just had a dream which I think was supposed to have taken place in the mental institution I was in and I was with these people, most of whom had died hair (I think). They wanted me to listen to a song. The song was "I Don't Want To Die" by The Hollywood Undead. After that, all these voices started saying "I don't want to be stuck in this museum!". That part scared me awake. I'm pretty sure that was not the intention of what they were saying. I kind of want to go back to sleep for a bit and see if I can dream some more.

Let's see if any interesting numbers are generated by this post. I won't spam, I'll just make a note afterward followed by an update and a statement about whether or not I see any other number patterns that someone else can look for themselves.

Okay, I get the number 8 from 18 and 7 from 37 for the time of the post. Another 7 and another 8 because it is post #5,037. 5+3=8 and 7=7. Obviously I get a #1 since it is the first post in the thread. 18+37=55. 55/11=5 18/3=6. 37=9*4+1

Okay, the edit was submitted at 18:45. 1+8=9 and 4+5=9. 9+9=18. 18/3=6 18+45=63. 63/9=7

And the final edit was done at 18:49. 18+49=66 and 66/11=6. 4+9=13, like the 13 commandments I made. I was always told 13 was an unlucky number.
1+8+4+9=22 and 22/2=11. So yes, more numbers fitting the pattern were generated by this post.
 
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