MDMA: from trusted sources, tested with reagent, usually powder, drop half a capsule, then the other half after an hour. If i don't feel it strong, i try to boost it with herb, g, or htp, or by jumping into the vibe. If i don't feel it strong, i usually don't sweat it, there are other nights to party, if my body's not agreeing
no need to push it, if another half-tab crosses my path, i might take it, but only from trusted sources.
Herbs, Vitamins, Supplements: HTP, Alpha Lipoic Acid, Coenzyme Q-10, Vit E, Vit B complex, Vit C, Choline, L-Phenylalanine, L-Tyrosine
Energy: 900 mg Guarana natural caffeine tablets, Gotu Kola, Ginkgo Biloba, Ginseng.
Hydration: Fruit juices, nectars, coffee frappucino type drinks, water, occassional beer.
Cocaine: Coke on chewing gum, not in nose, for a good long-term energy spike. Coke in nose only for the specific buzz, or for 3 am not rolling but everyone is catch-up. Never depend on coke for your energy for the night. Always make it convenient to do so that you can do it and jump back into the mood, otherwise, you'll you sit at a table and do it all night until it's all gone, ignoring the world around you. Tough chemical to use without harming yourself, but it's a good buzz.
GHB/GBL: know your dosage, make a routine and dont change it, use the same bottles/containers. Do the same ritual. Make the strength one cap. Don't volunteer it to people unless they are aware of the dangers. Color it blue. Do not put it in a container which might be mistaken for water. Keep it hidden and concealed anyways. Take with an energy booster and work the two in combination to achieve a desired buzz, don't go in a hole outside of a residence.
Attitude: Zen party mood, out with my girl, end the party at an appropriate time, go home and make some lovin', plan everything out, try not to wake up after 10, if so i'm laying in the sun at least, make use of every day, money doesn't grow on trees, never dose after 1-2am, ghb + coke is a great MDMA replacement.
Vibe: into the music and people, drugs as an enhancer, buzz, not as the main activity. When you're in love and you bring your s/o, you're hopefully easier on yourself and herself as well. You don't want your g/f to feel sketchy, or that hanging with you is taking a massive toll on her, or that you're becoming one-dimensional pac-man druggies. It's to enhance the love, and if you can get the love between people to expand through the circle of friends to create an inclusive tent, then people will be buzzed anyways plus people will look out for each other.
Lastly: self-respect, survival, longevity, knowledge, money. Always ask yourself what the tradeoffs of your drug usage are. It's best to be in the black, that is the goal of synergy, the interaction being greater than the sum of the parts. We bag on boozers, but if we make ourselves comatose with drugs, are we really that much better off?
And super lastly, i go out every now and then without anything for a little breath of fresh air.
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