I am tapering off benzos and Suboxone per doctor's instructions, and I'm finding it IMPOSSIBLE to do both. It's just too much! I'm coming off of Roxi's using the Suboxone, and tapering off of two drugs at the same time is killing me. I'm just letting the Sub doc taper me off my Xanax while I make up the rest (I take about 8 mgs a day of Xan) by getting it from another source. It's cheap, so... whatever... I just hope that when she thinks I'm off the Xanax, she doesn't give me a UA and find the Xanax. If she does, Imma just come clean to her and tell her I've been unable to stop both at the same time. Period, end of story. I have bad anxiety and I honestly cannot FUNCTION when I'm going through the shakes, my mind in a tailspin, and cold/hot flashes and I HAVE to be able to function on some normal level at work.
I'm thinking it may be okay, though. I've been with her for two months now and I've refused to drop even .5 mgs and she hasn't pushed me. However, she only gives me 4 mgs a day to take and I get the other 4 mgs I take elsewhere.
Well.. this post was senseless.... I forgot where I was going with it....