roxi2873
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 11, 2015
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- 240
All you people who are 4-5 days in with no subs are gonna be in for a rude awakening pretty soon. I was taking about 1-2 mg of sub every other day when I jumped off. after 5 days i had minor WD symptoms, RLS muscle soreness, cramping and minor hot/cold but it was basically just uncomfortable. I thought it would be a breeze, then day 8 came and it was the worst withdrawal ive ever had. Literally most of my day was spent in the bathroom on the toilet with a bucket in front of me to puke in. And it just would not end. Tried Keaton thinking it would at least help.... nothing. After about day 11 no subs I couldn't take it anymore and bought a gram and some Oxy 30s and some mscontins. Even after all that time I still couldn't get high, but it was enough that I could sleep. I tried shooting through the bupe trying to feel a rush but couldn't feel it at all. The only thing that saved me after I did all the full agonist opioids I had bought and the sub withdrawal started coming back again was high dose loperamide. I found that 30-40mg of loperamide was enough to make me feel normal again. After doing that for about 2 months I decided to snort a bag of heroin and fucking overdosed so bad I nearly died. Blood work at the hospital showed fentanyl so it was either a fentanyl powder or cut with fentanyl but the point is....as soon as I tried heroin again after finally getting the bupe out of my system and was just maintaining on 30mg loperamide ever2 days i ended up overdosing. Now I'm back on subs again but only taking about 2mg a day since I wasn't even dependant on anything other than Imodium when I overdosed. To me, being back on bupe is worth it so I'm not craving dope anymore and I know I can't use dope because I won't feel it anyway.