Subzzgirly
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- Jan 13, 2016
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Long story quickly as I can. Started in 2002 Just from 2.5mg Percocet. I jumped straight to eating Fentanyl 100mgs daily, then to above 300mgs Methadone + 8-9 zani bars when I'd leave the meathadone clinic. Left there in 2010, left at 80mg ( I was going to come down detox so I can go straight to I was going to come down detox so I can go straight to Suboxone. One day when I told the methadone clinic nurse I will be there much longer I'm going on Suboxone she gave me a look and said "you will be back, they always do". I drink that last dose and then I started the Suboxone. I never return to that methadone clinic and I never would I was very upset with the way they treat people. Anyways since 2010 till about 8 days ago, 6 YEARS my doctors have me on Suboxone. The medication that should not be used especially for person that never used heroin in their life.
Anyways in the beginning of this December 2015 I decided to leave my Suboxone clinic and detox myself off of this medication. I was chilly so sick and tired of looking at this tiny strip the medication that was running my life every single day. I was so sick of looking at this tiny strip of vacation thinking to myself without you this morning able to have a normal life, that is what every doctor used to tell me. Every doctor would say " this medication for the rest of your life if you want to have a normal one ". For some maybe this is true but for myself I found out the past eight days it is not.
I been using this Kratom, 10Gs every four hours or so. I'm on day 8 with no suboxone. And I can't believe I'm about to say this but the most withdrawals are going through so far have been a few sneezes and yawns. But as soon as I drink my Kratom their gone. I can't believe this and I guess by now the subs are completely out of my system??? Anybody there that answer ?? And before that I was taking maybe .5 MG . My piece of Suboxone was so small if it would've fell off the counter I would've lost it. I never got high off subs. They just made me feel NORMAL. And I've had enough of being on Them. I've been in recovery since 2005 when I started a methadone clinic till this past December 2015 for an opiate addiction I had it for 2 1/2 years. Does that make any sense? Some of you maybe some of you may be not.
But my main question is does anybody have any advice or anything at all about this KRATOM ?? I know nothing about it other than researched and the chemist/physics Professor friend I have.
Thank you in advance!!
Anyways in the beginning of this December 2015 I decided to leave my Suboxone clinic and detox myself off of this medication. I was chilly so sick and tired of looking at this tiny strip the medication that was running my life every single day. I was so sick of looking at this tiny strip of vacation thinking to myself without you this morning able to have a normal life, that is what every doctor used to tell me. Every doctor would say " this medication for the rest of your life if you want to have a normal one ". For some maybe this is true but for myself I found out the past eight days it is not.
I been using this Kratom, 10Gs every four hours or so. I'm on day 8 with no suboxone. And I can't believe I'm about to say this but the most withdrawals are going through so far have been a few sneezes and yawns. But as soon as I drink my Kratom their gone. I can't believe this and I guess by now the subs are completely out of my system??? Anybody there that answer ?? And before that I was taking maybe .5 MG . My piece of Suboxone was so small if it would've fell off the counter I would've lost it. I never got high off subs. They just made me feel NORMAL. And I've had enough of being on Them. I've been in recovery since 2005 when I started a methadone clinic till this past December 2015 for an opiate addiction I had it for 2 1/2 years. Does that make any sense? Some of you maybe some of you may be not.
But my main question is does anybody have any advice or anything at all about this KRATOM ?? I know nothing about it other than researched and the chemist/physics Professor friend I have.
Thank you in advance!!