Hey Dellpoker,
I am a former Herion addict, I was an intravenous user- I know the disgust and pain you must be feeling. It's a vicious cycle as most of us all know too well. I don't have the master key to beating H however I'll tell you what I did-- After realizing that everything I worked so hard for was all gone including important relationships, family, assets, my entire liquidity in general was spent due to my addiction I decided to call my sister. I had her pick me up from the Boulevard (the corner spot aka dope den, the place to acquire whatever you may need) I got to her house and began the detoxification process. I quit cold turkey, it took a solid 3 weeks for the physical withdrawal symptoms to finally subside and I'd say 6 weeks to feel like a normal, compliant citizen of society. All at the expense of everything I worked so hard for but I have my life back. It was a huge learning experience one that could never be forgotten. My honest to god opinion and many will disagree but-- Quitting without any medicinal mitigation to slowly taper off was the best thing I ever did, feeling that physical pain of withdrawal was enough to never go back. Coming off of H was one of the most excruciatingly painful, exhausting experience I've faced to date. Your small binge on this particular relapse will likely be hardly noticeable, it's in your head bro, the mental addiction is your struggle right now. Delete your D-boy's burner line from your contacts, remove yourself entirely from any person, place, thing, anything that could possibly trigger you. Above all else,, want it more then anything you've ever wanted in your life. It's possible man, get through that shit, no one harnesses the power to sustain a viable life using H. IMPOSSIBLE CHIEF! let it go!