Justhavingfun20172
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2017
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I understand that alot of doing meth is mental, but ever since I've been using almost everyday my relationship with the people in my household has took a major hit. My baby nieces that live with me used to be almost literally attached to my hip. But the other night I had a really bad episode and everybody in my house found out I was using again. I don't use in the house nor do I bring anything in the house out of respect for my family. Now it's like I feel they have lost respect for me. Also since I've been using I'm not as happy around my family, because I'm always focused on what ever my mind is focusing on (you know how meth is. I blame this on the anxiety I get when I use. Basically meth or any drug is not worth relationships. I obviously am not strong enough in the mind to do the drug and not let the drug do me. If you must use don't be like me, know your body and don't allow yourself to get worn down or get so high that you can't connect with your family or friends in a genuine way. Has anybody else gone thru what I'm going thru?