morphine-dreams
Bluelighter
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I've been using adderall for ADHD about 3x a week since April, doses would vary from 20-60mg throughout the day, occasionally higher or lower. Then I binged on RC stims for a few days, jacked my adderall tolerance, and stopped using all stims except caffeine for 2 weeks. As a result, my adderall tolerance dropped down to nothing and now 15mg it is enough for some slight stimulation and even a mood boost, which is nice. It's not really enough for true focus though, and at higher doses it feels way too tweaky. It also doesn't last long enough, but redosing also means additional tweakiness (I hate XRs for that reason). I have had serious issues with sleep all my life and adderall doesn't really help, and I'm also skinny and want to gain about 5lb, or at least not lose any weight. But at doses high enough to seriously improve my focus, eating and sleeping become problematic, which is why I only take it 3x a week max. Lately it's been closer to 2x, and I just take the bare minimum to help with ADHD. I guess I just lost the magic (which is a good thing!) and want a stim to use strictly therapeutically. My work has definitely been suffering from less stim use :/
Right now I'm considering taking another 15mg to finish doing what I'm supposed to be doing, but I'm so turned off to the idea because I know how it's going to make me feel.
Right now I'm considering taking another 15mg to finish doing what I'm supposed to be doing, but I'm so turned off to the idea because I know how it's going to make me feel.