Just interested to know why people would select gabapentin. I mean, pregabalin, phenibut, baclofen and so forth. I found them all dirty and just giving me the feeling of having been poisoned.
We really need to sample HOCPCA ( (3R)-3-hydroxycyclopent-1-ene-1-carboxylic acid) so we really know what a pure GHB receptor ligand feels like.
For me, it's because my sub doc acknowledged that they can see me in pain & think it could be fibromyalgia
But of course my sub doc can't give me full agonist opioids for it, so they prescribed the gabapentin instead.
Phenibut & baclofen also gave me horrible nausea (usually the next day), but the initial few hours that it kicks in, there is an ever so slight euphoric-relaxation that makes music sound better, but it was never truly anything to write home about for me.
My first few experiences with gabapentin were strange AF.
About 6 years ago, I got a bunch from a buddy of mine. I popped 1 50mg tramadol (which was nothing for me at the time, as I habitually took 400mg+ all the time).
I was in withdrawal & I think I took about 6 gabapentin ontop of that 1 measly tramadol. At first I didn't feel shit, but within a few hours, I felt sort of like I was on a low dose of methamphetamine. I stayed up all night and actually went out & hooked up with some one (which was something I wouldnt normally do sober, especially in withdrawals). I figured it must have been the gabapentin that did it.
Fast forward a few years & I got to try it here or there a few more times & all it did was making me feel sick & uncoordinated.
Fast forward a couple more years & I got a hold of it again. I couldn't understand why that one night I got a "meth-like" high from it & wanted to see if I could re-create it, so I kept at it with taking it & eventually found the "magic" (what little there is) that gabapentin does have. Although it was never like meth again, it did have some stimulating & socialable qualities once I started taking it regularly. Along with a little bit of genuine pain relief.
That lasted about a month or so & I started taking it legally for my pain & now it's been a year on them & they do not do much at all, especially in the "high" or "recreational" department or even the pain department.
So basically, it took me several experiences (and all were different from each other) with gabapentin before I understood why people liked it.
Same with baclofen. I was prescribed it for muscle jerking. At first I hated it, but after a few times, I took it one night & found myself really enjoying my music & felt in a good mood. Like that mood you're in when you just wanna hang out with somebody, jam or party. But I was by myself & eventually went to bed & woke up nauseous the next day. So I gave up the baclofen.