yay herbie! im so happy for you :D
iv found and downloaded some podcasts of old ram dass talks which are really resonating with me atm, and i found some podcasts on chogyam trungpa that are by some of his old students as well, so i feel somewhat at peace now i have something to nourish my soul for a while.
also my dog met another dog at the park today, and they got on suuper well, it made me so happy to see her really playing and enjoying herself completely, they were running after eachother really fast, and play fighting/boxing aswell, it was really sweet to see. and it was funny because the girl who was the owner of the other dog asked me what the name of my dog, so i said 'bella', and that was her name ! and her dogs name was 'lilla', so we had a nice little talk and it wasn't very anxiety provoking as it usually would be. no real expectations or concerns..