Thank you for the offer, Mysterie. (And I don't feel I can post on these parts of the forum, because... it does not really feel related enough to drugs?)
GirlWithBlueHair: thank you for the explanations.
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I am not sure it is okay to say. I would want to take ... too much. Not enough to die. I don't want to die. But enough to make anything else not matter, at least for some time. I am not sure it makes a lot of sense from the outside. I guess it's a form of weird self-harm. I was thinking 3000mg, because i had read it was unlikely to cause lasting damage, but now I am not sure.
I know, you don't encourage self-harm, I suppose.
I take 100mg for my insomnia but it doesnt work anymore.Seroquel or by its generic name Quetiapine is a wierd drug, I believe its given in high doses for bi polar I believe but the side effect is drowsiness. Here in Canada its often prescribed in low doses as a non addictive sleep aid. However when I have tried I slept like a log, but I felt like I was in a fog the entire next day it was awful. I only used a dose of 25mg to.