Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
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- Nov 3, 2008
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good luck fabriclondon!!
Really missing my ex today for some reason. Its strange, I vacillate between accepting it, being glad we are broke up to being pissed off at her for "using" me and can occasionally be angry at the treatment centers she went through for being so rigid (aka cut off everything and everyone outside of those in outpatient and recovery home.) I guess it really irks me that she could possibly consider our relationship as a "negative" thing or a hinderance, but that is just my self centeredness.
At the end of the day, it is for the best. I do really like being in a relationship, its nice to be able to express love and care for another individual. Maybe something will happen for me again eventually.
Got a date for my move, which is November 14th. I start work on Monday as well! Pretty nervous but also excited. I am just really feeling ready to leave the suburb where I go to school.
1 year, 4 months and 9 days clean for me!
I'm quitting smack this month!!!!