poobrainbrian
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Hi, a friend of mine did a lot of MDMA over the past year or so, every few weeks at least. Always enjoyed it, especially the part of the night where the forgetfulness kicked in and he would be forgetting conversations mid-sentence.
However, last time he dropped, the forgetfulness was very intense and his brain just stopped processing information for most of the night. Didn't mind it at the time but inadvertently didn't drop again until it was the longest it had ever been since he ever dropped, and now it has been 3 months.
Since then, he has had building anxiety about drug use in general, particularly MDMA. For about a month or two after that last time, his short term memory was pretty bad, occasionally forgetting things mid-sentence in day-to-day life.
He ended up doing 2CB twice since then, the first time he had a panic attack and vomited (had eaten way too much beforehand), but had a good time after the initial insanity. The second time was just pleasant.
So basically, he really wants to do MDMA again but is nervous to the point of feeling ill. Not sure if the fears are rational or not, sometimes he feels he is being anxious for no reason, while other times he has a genuine concern that the next time he does MDMA he will have a bad reaction and somehow die, get serious brain damage or a heart attack or a panic attack.
Seeking input from anyone with advice on the situation
Thanks
However, last time he dropped, the forgetfulness was very intense and his brain just stopped processing information for most of the night. Didn't mind it at the time but inadvertently didn't drop again until it was the longest it had ever been since he ever dropped, and now it has been 3 months.
Since then, he has had building anxiety about drug use in general, particularly MDMA. For about a month or two after that last time, his short term memory was pretty bad, occasionally forgetting things mid-sentence in day-to-day life.
He ended up doing 2CB twice since then, the first time he had a panic attack and vomited (had eaten way too much beforehand), but had a good time after the initial insanity. The second time was just pleasant.
So basically, he really wants to do MDMA again but is nervous to the point of feeling ill. Not sure if the fears are rational or not, sometimes he feels he is being anxious for no reason, while other times he has a genuine concern that the next time he does MDMA he will have a bad reaction and somehow die, get serious brain damage or a heart attack or a panic attack.
Seeking input from anyone with advice on the situation
Thanks
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