About a month and a half ago I took LSD for the second time (the first time was 6 months prior to the second one). Anyways I decided to trip with one of my close friends during the day. After about an hour I didn't feel anything so I decided to smoke a bowl to myself, immediately after I smoked I felt an intense rush of fear and anxiety come over me immediately I knew I was fucked for the next 6-8 hours I experienced extreme anxiety and essentially a very long panic attack.
The next two weeks I felt completely normal went back to smoking weed right away ( I am 21 right now and have been smoking weed everyday since I was 16). Then one day two weeks later I smoked weed before going to the airport to visit my sister, I felt fine until I got on the plane then all of a sudden same exact feeling like the bad trip extreme fear and panic. I managed to calm myself down but after I landed I knew something was wrong and that this anxiety was going to linger.
I returned home went to school Monday Tuesday and then on Wednesday morning I experienced panic attacks all morning. Thursday same thing happened so I decided to take Friday off and recover over the weekend, wrong! Friday and Saturday I couldn't stop thinking about the acid trip and the panic attacks, those two days I was so afraid I couldn't go outside because I didn't know wtf was going on. Things just got worse and I dropped out of school because of it.
I went to the doctor before I quit school and told him everything about the bad trip my weed addiction everything, he prescribed me Xanax and it helped with the panic attacks. I realized though that the Xanax would only mask my problems and I wanted to fight this naturally with no drugs.
I quit everything weed and drinking and no Xanax atleast until I can go a couple months with no panic attacks or anxiety. Anyways for the most part things are getting a lot better but I still have 1 bad day out of the week where it's like a flashback to the bad trip( a lot better than 3-4 days a week.)
So I'm making major improvements and I realize I'll have bad days here and there if I decide to fight this naturally with no drugs. I guess my main question is has anyone experienced something similar to this and will these symptoms go away with time, if so how long? I'm never doin LSD again but I'm just looking for some reassurance that this shit will pass in time. It's mostly anxiety that I'm dealing with but there are brief moments where I feel a little depressed (not like I wanna kill myself or anything but just kinda sad about the whole situation) because I feel like the anxiety won't go away.
Anyways if any of u have some good advice about recovering from a bad LSD trip that would be much appreciated, thanks!
The next two weeks I felt completely normal went back to smoking weed right away ( I am 21 right now and have been smoking weed everyday since I was 16). Then one day two weeks later I smoked weed before going to the airport to visit my sister, I felt fine until I got on the plane then all of a sudden same exact feeling like the bad trip extreme fear and panic. I managed to calm myself down but after I landed I knew something was wrong and that this anxiety was going to linger.
I returned home went to school Monday Tuesday and then on Wednesday morning I experienced panic attacks all morning. Thursday same thing happened so I decided to take Friday off and recover over the weekend, wrong! Friday and Saturday I couldn't stop thinking about the acid trip and the panic attacks, those two days I was so afraid I couldn't go outside because I didn't know wtf was going on. Things just got worse and I dropped out of school because of it.
I went to the doctor before I quit school and told him everything about the bad trip my weed addiction everything, he prescribed me Xanax and it helped with the panic attacks. I realized though that the Xanax would only mask my problems and I wanted to fight this naturally with no drugs.
I quit everything weed and drinking and no Xanax atleast until I can go a couple months with no panic attacks or anxiety. Anyways for the most part things are getting a lot better but I still have 1 bad day out of the week where it's like a flashback to the bad trip( a lot better than 3-4 days a week.)
So I'm making major improvements and I realize I'll have bad days here and there if I decide to fight this naturally with no drugs. I guess my main question is has anyone experienced something similar to this and will these symptoms go away with time, if so how long? I'm never doin LSD again but I'm just looking for some reassurance that this shit will pass in time. It's mostly anxiety that I'm dealing with but there are brief moments where I feel a little depressed (not like I wanna kill myself or anything but just kinda sad about the whole situation) because I feel like the anxiety won't go away.
Anyways if any of u have some good advice about recovering from a bad LSD trip that would be much appreciated, thanks!