RoboRobot
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 26, 2009
- Messages
- 58
thanks for the poppy seed tea idea! its been years since I made a brew of it, used to think it was really good. Now Ive been on suboxone for about a year(after multiple years of heroin use), and about to drop off it. With the very strong binding affinity and long half-life, its only expected for such long withdrawals. A lot of people speak of PAWS, withdrawals lasting months and months. I really dont have time for that, Im disgusted by the feeling of withdrawals by now, and I have a hard enough time functioning from day to day. I almost considered going back to heroin for a week or two and then just having the shorter withdrawal from that, but using IV its really hard to taper. it's all about the immediate feeling, hard just to "stay well" when IV'ing heroin, especially once it comes to titrating lower dosages. I wish I could get extended release morphine or like even codiene (prolly be even easier withdrawals), kratom seems like a possibility, but Ill have to go on the shop for some Poppy seeds. the store around me that had them "sprouted" a lot of plants ;P lol but the prices werent bulk by any means. can I just say, google, local bulk foods in Arizona? hopefully theres a place around me with decent prices, if money wasnt an issue Id just use opiates the rest of my life. nahhh not really, I want off this shit, but w/d's are the worst especially after experiencing them so many times.