I just went back to the beginning of the thread and noticed this post:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showpost.php?p=8827370&postcount=14
And I have the feeling it hits the nail on the head. I have always felt my deepest psychedelic experiences were telling me "there is really only ONE consciousness" (much like Mark Twain tells us at the conclusion of his final book "The Mysterious Stranger"). That what DMT reveals to us is that we are all leaves on The Tree, and eventually fall off... that as leaves we temporarily "borrow" some of the The Tree's life-energy and BELIEVE that we are individually conscious, but that in truth, individuality is an illusion. Only The One Mind really exists, and each of our individual minds is just channeling a little bit of it.
Not in that post, but something that occurred to me once, or perhaps I read some where (Alan Watts, perhaps?), I don't recall: There is also the analogy of the central sun inside of a large sphere with an infinite number of stained glass windows, which look like each of us... the central light shines thru us and we believe our beautiful little exquisitely fashioned image in the stained glass is somehow the source of our very own "light", our awareness, and that there are billions of other individual stained-glass "selves" generating their own unique individual special consciousness from within themselves, but that in truth there is really only one GREAT source of light in the center of it all, only ONE true common source of being and awareness and conscious illumination, which we all share, without realizing it so long as we hold onto the belief that "I" am my little personal window, nothing more. When really my individual body and design and experiences are just a set of spatially co-localized unique little bits and pieces of colored glass, but that the light I feel as "I" is actually the light coming from the central source, the one and only one true "I", the very same light, the very same "I" that fills every other conscious being in the universe.
The post suggests doing DMT ayahuasca style, rather than smoking it as it is much too fast via smoking. That this understanding of the common central "Tree" or "Sun" is much more learn-able by oral "ayahuasca" style dosing.
I do have some syrian rue seeds, as well as some highly purified plant-source extracted n,n-DMT. Perhaps I need to combine them soon, while trying to keep these images in mind. Hmmm.....