Am virtually sure after some postponements etc, finally tomorrow it's mesc time again - it's been some years.. I meant to wait until a time when I could really use spiritual guidance related to career / ambitions etc and right now it couldn't be a better time I suppose, cause soon I am gonna have to make decisions about how seriously / heavily / professionally I wanna take my entrepeneurship.
But other than that, it's also just a great time for realignment within. Not too recent that I tripped.. and while I am listening to Alan Watts talks quite a bit lately which gets me pretty high and transcendental, I can't feel the blessing / mental advantages of my most recent trip anymore.
Good that you quit dissociatives, Phen J and treezy..
well it's easier for me to take that stance when I quit myself with admittedly plenty of reluctancy but I just got too perma-tolerant despite it having been years already since I was abusing any dissociatives.
Nevertheless, just like it can be for me with stopping weed for a while after having smoked a lot... it can break the spell and quitting for a while for whatever reason and having the fog blow over bit by bit, it can be shocking and worrisome to realize how different the mode of being was. Sure it can be comfortable in a haze but when it goes on too long it can seem like a waste of life. The disso honeymoon was like... priceless, but the more I went on the more it seemed like postponing the inevitable (associated with the reasons for abusing disso's), and a long haze or short haze don't seem all that different in retrospect hehe.
Regardless, I agree that based on some disastrous posts on the forum it seems essential that some people quit.
Anyway, psychedelics have rarely gone onto my list of things unhealthy for me like that, which I consider quite the exception as far as drugs go. Unlike with dissociatives I wouldn't mind never stopping my tripping although the frequency can drop off a bit as I get older, or the point when it can start feeling pointless (and it is time to "hang up the phone" can come much sooner than back in the day. As far as one doesn't go in denial about it having been enough that seems fine. Maybe i could feel the same about dissociatives if I could use them responsibly. But 3-MeO-PCP (maybe 3-MeO-PCE too) are more or less the only ones I use responsibly and with surprisingly little effort.
Has disso popularity dropped in general, cause of developments in legality / production in the world among other things? Seemed like 3-MeO-PCP was gaining massive popularity but I have no idea if this has continued since.