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Greenlighter
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During finals week I took a good amount of Adderall in a 24 hour period, and then proceeded to smoke a good amount of weed to combat the comedown. Instead of mellowing out, I had a panic attack in which I became paranoid about everything. For example my friends were talking about kids with bad haircuts and I tripped out and assumed they were implying I had a bad haircut. This sounds petty, but inside my head I was incredibly paranoid. Every action anyone around me took or that I took seemed to cause me anxiety. Either way I went back home to try and sleep and instead of falling asleep I thought I was having a heart attack. This was the first time I ever had a panic attack and at the time I remember it being the scariest experience of my life.
My problem is I cannot smoke anymore without becoming paranoid. When I rip, initially I will get really excited from being high and everything seems fine, then I start watching a TV show or something, and out of nowhere I'll start tripping out about small worries that I have. For instance I will overanalyze a comment that I just made. And honestly I have no serious worries, but when I smoke any little problem seem magnified tenfold. Instead of DOING things, I simply analyze everything in my head. Every thought that I have echos in my head like I am tripping, a running commentary of my thoughts that is hard to stop. When I am sober I do not enjoy life as much as I used to, but that may or may not have to do with this.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Will the anxiety ever go away?
Thanks.
My problem is I cannot smoke anymore without becoming paranoid. When I rip, initially I will get really excited from being high and everything seems fine, then I start watching a TV show or something, and out of nowhere I'll start tripping out about small worries that I have. For instance I will overanalyze a comment that I just made. And honestly I have no serious worries, but when I smoke any little problem seem magnified tenfold. Instead of DOING things, I simply analyze everything in my head. Every thought that I have echos in my head like I am tripping, a running commentary of my thoughts that is hard to stop. When I am sober I do not enjoy life as much as I used to, but that may or may not have to do with this.
Has anyone had a similar experience? Will the anxiety ever go away?
Thanks.