Background: In the past (a year or two ago) I came upon a bottle of vicodin 5/500s. I absolutely *loved* these things and quickly discovered that 15mg of hydro combined with 2 shots of liquor was the most euphoric thing I had ever experienced. The bottle was small, so I was only able to get ~5 experiences out of it, but I loved it each and every time.
Fast forward: I scored a few OC80s last week and was extremely excited to try them and return to the opiate feeling that I had enjoyed so much in the past. After extensive research, I decided on the following regimen:
8:00pm - Consumed 60mg of DXM HBr.
9:00pm - Consumed 3 Tums Ultra antacids
I then carefully cut an OC80 in 1/8ths. I figured if 15mg of hydro was a good dose, then 10mg of oxy would be a good equivalent. So I crushed the 10mg into dust and ate it. I was told that the effects would take 30min to kick in after oral consumption (my stomach was nearly empty), so I decided to wait it out.
9:30pm - Feeling "buzzed," but not a in a good way. Feeling dizzy and inhibitionless. ZERO euphoria.
10:00pm - Still zero euphoria. The feeling of being "buzzed" is greater, but it doesn't feel good. It's not fun in any way.
10:30pm - I feel about the same. I decide to crush another 10mg into dust and carve it into 2 lines. Having never before snorted anything in my entire life, I snort one of the lines.
10:35 - It's only been 5 mins, but I feel a lot more "fucked up." I'm completely inhibitionless and am talking with my friends about stuff I would never mention if I were sober. I kind of feels like I'm drunk, except I could talk normally. And it was much less fun than being drunk. ZERO euphoria.
10:45pm - I snort the other 5mg. There is now 20mg in me.
11:00pm - I start to realize that this drug simply isn't going to be fun or make me feel good. I decide to pound 3 shots of liquor to see if it gets better.
11:15pm - The alcohol added to the "fucked up" feeling, yet still no euphoria. I'm thinking this whole night sucked. I can still easily think about my problems at work, problems at school, relationship problems, etc. I vividly remember that my experiences on hydro made me forget about my problems *completely* to the extent that I didn't have a care in the world. The oxy is NOT doing the same thing.
11:30pm - 2:30am - I feel about the same this whole time. Around 2:00am is when I start feeling completely at baseline, except for the incredible nod that I was desperately trying to fight. I say goodbye to my friends and they leave. I shower and finally get to go to bed.
2:30am - 6:00am - I'm in that familiar "nod" state, where I fade in and out between consciousness and dreamland. The itchies took hold around midnight, but they subside by about 3:00am.
So that's it. This was all last night by the way. In a nutshell, it sucked ass and I was horribly disappointed, especially considering the exorbitant amount of money I spent on these pills. My brother, who was my partner in crime last night, ended up having a lame time as well. Keep in mind, he:
1. Is on a prescription SSRI
2. Is on prescription adderall
3. Has ZERO tolerance to any opiate
Given his increased dopamine levels from the adderall and decreased CYP2D6 levels from the SSRI, I figured he would feel CRAZY high compared to me. Alas, he did not. He had the same shitty time I did. And get this - by the end of the night, he had snorted an ENTIRE pill. That's right, with zero tolerance, and despite my explicit warnings, he crushed and snorted 80mg. He also claimed to not have a fun time, and he was nodding hard as early as midnight.
My final thoughts:
1. I want my money back.
2. This shit sucks.
3. How on Earth do people get hooked on this stuff?
4. Trying to pee while on this stuff is neigh impossible. It took me 20mins of concentrating just to get the flow going.
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