Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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For the past few months 6 or so, I’ve been using kratom.. up to 4 gram dosages every 6 hours and I slowly sip.. recently I hurt my back, and received Hydrocodone 5-10 mg Apap 325 every 4 to 6, I managed that fine but then I switched to Oxycodone 5mg every 6. Currently I’m on day 2 with no opiate or opiate like substances I feel fine, minor bout of loose stomach, but that could be my diet.. and creeping depression albeit minor.. still feel uneasy my question would be would you just stay off of everything I know this slope can get very slippery and I’m already struggling with tobacco dependency. I’d like to live as clean as possible as I need to focus on my life and what I would like to accomplish with it. Would you say it’s better to brave it out.. with focus being on vitamins better eating habits.. as I’m overweight but not obese and slowly getting myself back into working out? I wanna be able to say I achieved something in life.. and I don’t think you can’t while dealing with various substances but personally for myself I know I only slip further and further. I wanna end it while it’s not serious. And it never really has.. at the peak years ago I would still only take 15 mg a day Oxycodone but that in itself was hell... so would you all guide me and tell me if it’s better to just not do anything if I can. I feel better when being clean, I can pass drug tests for jobs. I draw disability but I don’t wanna be on that for the rest of my life. And I’m not losing money to feel just baseline.. there’s basically no upside so I know I’ve answered my own question. But I’d like to see what y’all think.. sorry to ramble.