Hi there.
You're asking some pretty big questions here my friend. All I can say is, the biggest journeys begin with a single step. You're not gonna conquer this shit overnight. It's gonna be a big deal and it's gonna be the most difficult thing you've ever done.
Take steps. There is a huge tendency for people, addicted, habituated, whatever you want to call it, to throw up their arms and say "I'm Done Now". Truthfully, you want the same instant relief that you've been chasing the entire time you've been using the Opioids. You're tired of the pain and you want it to end immediately. Much like the happiness and contentment that we all chase through our drugs, you will find in the end that the real objective that you seek is achieved through hard work and dedication, not through sleight of hand or some gamble.
You need to come up with a plan that makes sense for you. Are you willing to use other drugs in the service of your withdrawal? If so, let me know and we will begin to discuss the most common options available to folks.
Also, there's no need to go any faster than 1mg at a time if you're going to taper. Why do you need to do 10mg at a time? There's just no good reason for it. People are much better suited to less-intense steps. They are less noticeable, these drops, which will make your stability easier to maintain. There will be a continuity to your process in which you will find comfort and safety. You're gonna be a ship bouncing around on the waves. It's gonna seem pretty scary at times, but you can still cling to your ship.
The way you make smaller adjustments is through a process known as volumetric dosing. It's a lot more simple than it sounds. If you take a 30mg Oxycodone table and dissolve that tablet in 30ml of saline, you now have a asolution equal to 1mg per 1ml of solution. This means you can make reductions in increments so slow, they're practically undetectable.
Lett me know how some of this stuff sounds. We are happy to help you. I've withdrawn from Metahdone, Heroin, Morphine, Alcohol and Gabapentinoids, so I have some experience.