Axolotln
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 22, 2022
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- 64
I think I need help. 180mg a day now, I keep trying to cut down but I don’t make it last 24 hours. I’m not working or parcipating in community anymore. I’m getting mentally unwell as much as physically. I’ve been on and off before, I started using again as my physical pain became intolerable and kept using because I didn’t want to be in pain again and as is common I kept taking it in higher doses not to get high but to avoid pain. Advice? I have successfully isolated myself and set up a situation where I can disappear for a few more months before anyone would contact me for bills or rent etc. I can’t go on as I am, I feel 99% hopeless, but I don’t want to die either; I am 1% hopeful that someone here can help me see a new solution or direction to try, give some advice on tapering as I can’t stop without WD or just suggest anything that could help me to help myself change direction
Edit: been using for most of the last 2 years, mostly daily with a couple months off once. Multiple times a day/habit for at least 6 months.
Edit: been using for most of the last 2 years, mostly daily with a couple months off once. Multiple times a day/habit for at least 6 months.
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