as far as the pill habit, know exactly what you mean Id feel less dopesick the second I copped.
clobazam sounds interesting. I know clonazolam mixed with pg I could feel while it was still under my tongue. Same with alcohol mixture.
Thank you very much for the real world account of amitriptyline
My pleasure. As with all, YMMV but I am aware of the placebo effect so we tested it. Debz dissolved pills in 5mL of water and over 14 days randomly gave it on 7 days... and 100% I KNEW even thought the taste was the same (she used mitrazipine to give the taste).
But it's really, well, great when you feel really depressed and after a 25mg pill, I KNEW within 2 minutes I would feel better and within 1 hour, fine.
Yes, dissolve under tongue. If you haven't tried it, do so with a 10mg diazepam and I PROMISE you will KNOW the difference. Clobazam it's even MORE marked i.e. 45 minutes to 30 seconds.
Be really careful with any nitrobenzodiazepine (nitrazepam, nimetazepam, flunitrazepam, notflunitrazepam, nitrazolam, flunitrazolam and such) NOBODY seems to know why, but they display acute toxicity. 28 x 5mg nitrazepam will kill many people whereas 100 x 10mg diazepam will kill almost nobody.
The phenobarb is a god stopgap. Useful to have in in case a source lets you down.
I will make a prediction...
One day the price of flunitrazolam will go from £2/unit to £10/unit but they will ensure 24 hour delivery.... so people will get REALLY sick (seizures, death) after 24 hours and guess what/ Their is only 1 source of flunitrazolam OR the price is the same everywhere.
It's like people taking 5 x 'dirty 30s' i.e. 15mg of fentanyl and they cost £5 each. Next day they cost £20. How many of you feel you could drop 60mg of fentanyl in 1 day (equals 480mg of morphine).
Tell me, what is it like to drop 480mg of M in 1 day? OK so you buy H..... but H won't fix you because fentanyl binds to an extra site...... and if your H is only 50% pure... you will need a gram a day just to stand still.
Oh DO let me know how it goes. I do at least have SOME tricks to help all BLers avoid the traps.