FastRaceCarGuy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 8, 2013
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I would like to say that I am not addicted but I would probably be kidding with myself. I have a gf, I do alot of things, I function just fine. BUT my skeleton in the closet is every other week or so I like to cold water extract me 100-180mg or oxy or hydro whichever I can get a hold of. Iv been on them for a while for tail bone surgery and have also been on them in the past for having a tooth surgically removed.. Opiate bug bites you pretty hard even when just taking normal doses.
I do feel like I can quit, but it just seems like I like to have a "fun relaxing warm night" once ever other week or so. being that im safe from APAP because of cold water extractions I know that im not blowing my liver out.. But it gets privey, I can't really put my finger on what to do. DO I HAVE A BIGGER PROBLEM THEN I THINK? I know that hitting the "bottom" just depends on how much you want to dig but what and how is the best way to get off these while feeling like you can still have that "fun"
I do feel like I can quit, but it just seems like I like to have a "fun relaxing warm night" once ever other week or so. being that im safe from APAP because of cold water extractions I know that im not blowing my liver out.. But it gets privey, I can't really put my finger on what to do. DO I HAVE A BIGGER PROBLEM THEN I THINK? I know that hitting the "bottom" just depends on how much you want to dig but what and how is the best way to get off these while feeling like you can still have that "fun"