Roxicodone King: Thank you for the Eureka advice but....
I dont have a vehicle and rarely have the time to take a 4 hour trip to the coast if I did, or the money for the gas to get there and back. And then I would need a good amount of more money to purchase bags of anything, and a prerequisite for that is knowing who to get them from, or spend hours waiting around for someone who might or might not rip you off or rob you.
Plus I have an Ex there that I dont want to run into.
So next time I ask for time off from work and save up a grand, maybe I'll try it, but until then I have responsibilities which require me to be functional, so occasionally I utilize Loperamide to ease withdrawals, either by chemical action, or placebo effect. Dont care.