I would love to just smoke weed, but alas I am on parole and am drug tested. I do have a script for xanax (which I absolutely do not mix with opioids) but I use them as intended and find zero recreational value in them.
As you said there is something special about the contentment (and lovely) feelings they provide. I also love the "mildness" of kratom because it makes it far less psychologically addicting for me. I love being able to use an opioid-like substance without being a fiend ha. Something about that long abstinence I had taught me moderation and really opened my eyes to a lot of things. And kratom doesn't break my wallet like prescription opioids lol.
I have always been curious about o-dsmt and found a reputable vendor so I figured I'd give it a shot. I don't plan on buying it often, I don't want it to ruin kratom for me. Love kra-kra