Hello everyone, this is my first time posting so bear with me please.
When I was relatively young I was introduced to oxys. I used them rarely when they came around but never exactly went looking for them and never ate more than 40mg at a time. When I got a bit older (second year of highschool) I stumbled upon an abundance of percocets. They percocets were fairly low mg (generic 5mg tecs) but eat enough and an opiate is an opiate. Eventually I was doing at least 5 or 6 a day for a period of a few months. Eventually, as usual, the scripts stopped getting filled and the poor children raiding the medicine cabinet were exposed to WDs for the first time. Mind you, the WDS were extremely mild compared to the average opioid user's. But it showed us little kids that this wasn't just fun and games.
Fast forward to one year ago, I came in contact with another consistent supply of percocet. I indulged cautiously knowing the risks and how to avoid them and continued on recreationally for a few months knowing how to avoid the WDs and dependancy. Three months ago I started using heroine. I was snorting / smoking .2 to .5g daily by then end of my run. 6 days ago I quit heroine cold turkey. Now mind you I was well aware of what I was doing. I knew I was getting addicted, I knew when I was, and I had gotten sick enough times in between to figure out that the withdrawal would be fairly severe. The kicker here was that almost all of this was intentional. I wanted to see how bad it really could get. And how good it could. There's nothing like being at the peak of WDs and the smoking till you nod and feel better than you ever have. I wanted to feel the rush and the crash and now that I'm nearing the end of my experiment I'm sort of reflective on the situation as a whole. I probably will use again but with the discretion and control to keep it recreational. Not sure why I felt the need to share this but I'd appreciate any feedback\input on the subject.
Truthfully, there is nothing I can see that is beneficial about heroine use. I have my demons just like anyone else and yes it shuts them up quite well, but ultimately it doesn't fix anything. Thanks for taking the time to get through this and I hope to maybe hear back on this
When I was relatively young I was introduced to oxys. I used them rarely when they came around but never exactly went looking for them and never ate more than 40mg at a time. When I got a bit older (second year of highschool) I stumbled upon an abundance of percocets. They percocets were fairly low mg (generic 5mg tecs) but eat enough and an opiate is an opiate. Eventually I was doing at least 5 or 6 a day for a period of a few months. Eventually, as usual, the scripts stopped getting filled and the poor children raiding the medicine cabinet were exposed to WDs for the first time. Mind you, the WDS were extremely mild compared to the average opioid user's. But it showed us little kids that this wasn't just fun and games.
Fast forward to one year ago, I came in contact with another consistent supply of percocet. I indulged cautiously knowing the risks and how to avoid them and continued on recreationally for a few months knowing how to avoid the WDs and dependancy. Three months ago I started using heroine. I was snorting / smoking .2 to .5g daily by then end of my run. 6 days ago I quit heroine cold turkey. Now mind you I was well aware of what I was doing. I knew I was getting addicted, I knew when I was, and I had gotten sick enough times in between to figure out that the withdrawal would be fairly severe. The kicker here was that almost all of this was intentional. I wanted to see how bad it really could get. And how good it could. There's nothing like being at the peak of WDs and the smoking till you nod and feel better than you ever have. I wanted to feel the rush and the crash and now that I'm nearing the end of my experiment I'm sort of reflective on the situation as a whole. I probably will use again but with the discretion and control to keep it recreational. Not sure why I felt the need to share this but I'd appreciate any feedback\input on the subject.
Truthfully, there is nothing I can see that is beneficial about heroine use. I have my demons just like anyone else and yes it shuts them up quite well, but ultimately it doesn't fix anything. Thanks for taking the time to get through this and I hope to maybe hear back on this