I don't think you say stupid things. I think it's perfectly natural to react defensively when you ask a question and get a whole load of replies telling you it's a bad idea when it seems like it would be a great idea. There really is very good reason so many people are trying to convince you
D) not to do this. It's because they know the risks firsthand. Reading about acid, watching films, documentaries - anything other than having used it can never prepare you for it.
One of the things I suspect every person who has ever taken acid - whether they liked it or hated it - is that the experience was nothing like they expected. Even if they had read every scrap of literature on it. It's not people saying "but you just don't understand" (or words to that effect) cos they're being dicks or trying to make out you're an idiot cos you actually don't come across that way at all to me and I suspect many others here. You come across like someone who doesn't have the experience but wants to learn and you are in the right place to gain that knowledge and asking a lotta questions - that is a sign of intelligence, not ignorance. We are trying to look out for you and your friends. Truly we are.