It's isolation, it's very hard for me to say this. My daughters, they live with me, my boy has his family/he's settled down in one word. One of my daughter, Sky, she's acting very strange. She knows that i'm very dark, her mother doesn't get her the same way I do, so she knows that we can talk weird stuff without any issues, she's 19. She did some drugs in the past like MDMA/psyhedelics/benzos/weed although I don't classify weed as a drug, but thanks god she didn't touch any needle, I've said before you can do any kind of drugs but please don't touch needles, she told me bla bla I know ( ur teeths fall, bla bla, all that bullshit) i said okay. Anyway, as any other from my family they know about my past, and I've told her that drugs can fuck you up and give you brain damage then cause hallucinations and all that crap, she said that it hasn't anything to do wit. So back to her behavior, she eats moths?.. uhm sometimes she skins animals for ritual, she bought crystals/witch books, I sometimes see her talkin to someone, I didn't and don't plan to call hospitals/authorities because I don't wanna ruin her future but she's very isolated though she has friends. So I think that maybe there's some trauma somewhere but I don't see where, me and my wife for e.g they saw us fight only one time and they were little but we didn't had police 24/7 on our door or shit like that, no. We don't fight, we talk. I took out this option, I've talked to her friends and they said nothin unusual, her medical history is clean. We have a piano in our house, it's mine but she sings and she said that this ''FRIEND'' of hers learnt her the notes, she never came to me to ask for lessons or something, I've gussed that she watched a YT video and tried to play it by herself but no, she actually knows. Old songs that I really don't know where she would get those notes, songs that I don't know them either.
I don't belive in this shits, everyone who knows me knows that i'm very logical but bottom line I think there's something she doesn't say.
You're daughter is unique. Please don't send her to the mental health department.
I beg of you. Don't mess with her passion.
She has things going for her life that make her stand out from the rest.
My friend may I say something, in 2017 I got into a argument with my little brother and I had shoved him in the face and he called the cops. I then ended up in jail for 2 days when I got out of jail I was given a court date for my next court appearance. The judge then sentenced me to 6 month LA county jail. The public defender told me if I don't want to go to jail then I should plead insanity. I ended up pleading insanity. Then the Judge dropped the jail time. But there was a catch !. Since I had plead insanity at court part of my probation was to take a anti-psychotic injection in my arm once every 3 months.
I must note something very important , before the injection I had a extroverted personailty and could strike up a conversation with just about anyone. And before the injection I spoke German, Italian, Hebrew, Spanish, and Arabic . And I could read in Arabic/java script , Hebrew and Latin Greek. I have an IQ of 110.
Before the anti-psychotic injection I loved to read about German folklore. But now since the injections started I have no interest to pick up a book. I lost all my interest in reading military history. I used to read about military history for hours each day . Before the injection I used to speak fluent German and Italian on a daily basis . Now ever since the injection I have lost interest in talking. It's like I've become a mute. Slowly but surly I now have forgotten how to speak German. I now forget how to speak Italian even tho Italian was my first language. It seems like this anti-psychotic injection the court has made me take has altered my brain to a point where what made me unique and stand out from the rest is now gone and has been erased ! . It's almost as if I have got a lobotomy. It is very depressing . I used to have dreams of joining the Army National Guard and becoming a infantry Officer. Now I feel fatigue and lost of words. Now since the injection I feel hopeless and the stuff that once used to interest me have no meaning anymore. It's like I became a speechless robot that is mellow all the time.
Everything that made me different from the rest is now fading away bit by bit . My dreams of becoming a soldier, my dreams of becoming a military high ranking officer just like Napolean Bonaparte the man I used to admire so heavily is now just a random name in a text a book. I used to study for hours everyday about Napolean Bonaparte and his conquest. I had dreams of one day rising up in the ranks of the National Guard and creating my own infantry division called the Napoleonic Legion and taking off where Napolean Bonaparte left off in 1812-1815.
I truly believe if there is no greater evil then the mental health department. They have ruined my life and dreams . This anti-psychotic has made my mind weak and fragile and turned me into a hopeless introvert with no prospects of ever finding a special someone , a woman I can love and cherish . I once had plans that maybe in 2020 valentines day I would find a girlfriend and settle down . But Now because of this mind altering injection I am truly dysfunctional and lack social skills that I once had before the injection .
In order to find romance and love I need the old me back ! The old me use to talk. The old me use to enjoy talking to beautiful women now I simply can't find the energy or interest to approach a woman and ask her out on a date. It's like the people who designed this anti-psychotic injection never understood that maybe some patients would like to one day have a social life and be in a relationship.
Unfortunately because this court ordered injection I have become a 29 years old hopeless romantic. My dreams have been crushed by the mental health department .
This injection makes me feel like a mindless zombie that can't come up with the right words to say.
I truly don't wish this injection on my worse enemies. Please I ask you , let you're daughter be who she wants to be and don't judge her. You should embrace her she had learned how to play the Piano on her own just like how I learned to read java script/Arabic writing on my own.
What makes her different is what will lead to her beauty and personal objectives in life being fulfilled . Please what ever you do , keep you're beautiful daughter away from the mental health system they will simply use her as a test dummy for random medication and possibly worse use her for state paid injections that the doctors make money off prescribing.
. They are called Hell Hounds . Again I recently found this out , it could be pure superstition or could be real I don't know.
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