This might seem like a joke because of how harmless marijuana is. I feel that it is possible to become addicted to anything though. I smoke marijuana very often and most commonly in blunts. I'm to the point where if I run out of weed, I start having very suicidal thoughts and urges. I struggle from several mental disorders that are not that serious, but the most related being major depression disorder. I do not regret the constant and daily use of marijuana to treat my anxiety and depression, but I feel that there are withdrawals of symptoms that return when I do not use marijuana. I would not consider it necessarily an addiction more of just using marijuana to treat my symptoms. I feel as marijuana when I'm without it also intensifies these symptoms which is unfortunate. I am curious if any body else would like to share this feeling with marijuana use. I smoke on average 5-10 blunts a day. I smoke high grade marijuana as well. This is the reason for why I feel this way because I am constantly high or I want to die.