You practically took the words out of my mouth. Haha. I prefer morphine over oxy myself. In fact, ms contin is my all-time favorite drug. Oxycontin doesn't scratch that itch quite as well. Heroin is just too short-lived. I've always wanted to try raw opium as well. As for stimulants, I'm really not a fan of anything stronger than caffeine, but I will admit that Concerta (basically time-released Ritalin) got me through school and occasionally adderall. When I dropped out of college, I quit taking my prescribed concerta willingly and had no withdrawals. Didn't miss it either. Too bad it isn't easy to quit painkillers. That shit won't let you quit without a fight from the body and mind.