Hello, I've been lurking for quite a while and finally decided to make this post. I have been very paranoid that I might have severely damaged my brain from a stupid mistake. About 6 years ago during the first edc held in Vegas, I went all three days and did something really stupid and regretful. I mix rolled during those 3 days and slept in a hot car in Vegas heat for some of the time I was there. I did not think that was a bad thing and I have not used ecstasy much before the event. On the 3rd night I was with my gf and I did not roll a lot because i obviously wasn't feeling it and felt sick. We then went to a hotel and I smoked some pot and experienced strange behaviors. I might have been having brain zaps or seizures I am honestly not sure. i suffered from a burning/tingling sensation on the sides of my brain that night. When I got home I suffered from psychosis and developed gradios behaviors. I've been to the mental institute twice since then..lucky I'm healthy through physical exams. I'm worried that I now suffer from brain damage and will never be the same because of one event. Such a waste. I'm constantly lurking on bl on information regarding what happened to me and finally decided to make this post. I'm trying to get better. I suffer from hppd and bipolar disorder. I quite all substances, I was a heavy pot smoker. I developed crazy false beliefs and thought I was a god...I'm so ashamed as i lost many friends and hurt family members. I would appreciate any insight to my situation. I just hope I can get better and forget that one event.