Meth

[snmfmy]

4 months later, and I’ve made zero progress. They determined my testosterone levels were low. So, I get to rub this 1% gel on my upper arms each day.
The best part is – it’s been over a month and I see no improvement in anything. I was actually hoping that maybe this testosterone gel might help? I’m screwed. My only hope is to get some kind of stimulant.
I’ve always had a kind of “gift” for making my drugs last.
When I was a teenager, I was the only one among my friends, who could make my $20 bag of coke last for three days.
By that time, a couple of my friends had already ransacked their mother‘s pocketbooks.
It looks like my salvation lies in re-doubling my efforts, and trying to exchange my excess oxys for crank or even adderall.
I’ve successfully used before…
I’ll have to do it again. You’ll have to forgive me, I’m just really desperate.
I had to take Tizanidine over the past two days, because of some crazy back spasms.
So you can just imagine how much worse that made things.
I’ve got a Nespresso, espresso machine, and my DW bought me a boatload assortment of espresso pods for Christmas… I might be starting to get tired of them though?

I hope everyone is doing well

You can get a derma roller. They're like 12 bucks like want to say a quarter inch long needles. Maybe 3/8 and you can use it to mildly perforate where you rub the gel and it will absorb a lot more of the test.

I used it on my thighs and my upper arms when I was on TRT and it really increases your testosterone

 

[garygroundwork]

Is it possible to be a a fully functional meth addict? I've only started using last year and i only sniff it but I was using almost everyday to the point I wasn't sleeping for 10 days and I had 3 psychosis in 2 month, most likely from not eating or sleeping od drinking water for days so I stopped for 3 months and feel back in it. Now I do just enough to give me a small high and I'm able to go work everyday too now I eat and sleep and keep myself hydrated the problem I'm noticing is I need more to get high and I'm afraid that u can't be a fully functional meth addict.

I think it's very possible to be

If you can just parachute a few tiny shardes in the morning and leave It at that you can easily be fully functional.

Be sure to exercise, stay hydrated and get nutrients in.

Don't snort, smoke or IV it and you can stay in control.

 

[crazyhairman]

They all say yes. But it's a sliding scale. We knew a literal brain surgeon who was busted using. No one knew for months.

Knew another guy , a middle school teacher, used easy every day, ten years with that job. Recently got let go for I wanna say porn on his phone while at school.

Then you got the ones that wear it on their face and literally everyone within a mile knows they are high.

 

[Microscope Fan]

Interesting stuff.
I’ve made zero progress.
I don’t recall, but I may have tried to “pay it forward” if you will: by just giving that fellow “a whole half a bottle of Lilac Vegetal” (actually a whole bottle) hoping that good things would come back to me…but wasn’t holding my breath at all by any stretch.
So that didn’t happen.
I am forced to lower my expectations. I’m planning to visit a weed dispensary not far from me. Where I’ll pay outlandish amounts of money, for small quantities of pot.
The price of being an introvert…
I’ll be fairly happy if I can accomplish two things with the strain of weed I end up with:
1. A boost of energy/inspiration/motivation.
2. A reduction in fibromyalgia pain, and symptoms.
I’d settle for that – it will have to do.
Thanks - I hope everyone is well.