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MDPV Megathread V12. MDPerV Harder

Still think about this fucking drug sometimes. Man I didn't know what I was stepping into when I placed my first order for a gram of mdpv over the clearnet. I had done a lot of drugs before, but not really any stimulants. What I found in MDPV was such a seemingly unbelievable state of bountiful cool crisp euphoria. I felt that every bump of mdpv I washed into my sinuses was like being a labrat with electrodes hooked into the reward center pathway of the brain. It was unbelievably rewarding. Inevitably this relationship I forged with this drug was to become much more powerful when I switched from snorting to vaping midway through one of my first few binges.

I once read another Bluelighter eloquently describe the refined experience that is vaporzing methylenedioxypyrovalerone: "Smoking MDPV is like sucking Satan's cock." I suppose it was a bit like that. Smoking MDPV was to relinquish the reins of sanity. It was a trip down into the rabbit hole. The psychosis it would produce was subtle at first and somehow seemed to greatly magnify, along with the euphoria, with each passing day. At a certain point the outside world simply goes away, one gets lost in the repetition of smoking and watching pornography for hours at a time. Short term memory goes out the window and the combination of sleep deprivation and dopamine overload causes all of the bizarre behavior we love to read about in these threads.

Probably cos that is mostly what it is these days due to the fact that it does appear to be completely gone. Personally I think this one of the more uniquely interesting threads on all of BL. Yes, yes I am most definitely biased... but I've never known of a thread that charts a drug from initial appearance, goes all through the glory days, puts the batshit crazy days on full view for all to see, chronicles the long, slow, painful return to consensus reality, and settles into whistful nostalgia for a substance that will quite possibly never be seen again...

...

... but we live in hope ;)

(and dread :|)
This is an eloquent way to describe the evolution of this thread. I come back here once in a while, drawn here by the siren song. I can go for months at a time without thinking about PV. But the thought of it does cross my mind occasionally and I still remember the raw excitement I'd feel when I would get that pack in the mail, shovel a tiny bit on some foil and open up pandoras box for the next few days. The rush of knowing you were going to be feeling god like with the very real possibility of praying to god for it to end later. Or perhaps becoming convinced that you are, in all actuality, God himself.

Hope everyone has been having a good life post MDPV abuse. It's cool to read through some of the recent posts.
 
Still think about this fucking drug sometimes. Man I didn't know what I was stepping into when I placed my first order for a gram of mdpv over the clearnet. I had done a lot of drugs before, but not really any stimulants. What I found in MDPV was such a seemingly unbelievable state of bountiful cool crisp euphoria. I felt that every bump of mdpv I washed into my sinuses was like being a labrat with electrodes hooked into the reward center pathway of the brain. It was unbelievably rewarding. Inevitably this relationship I forged with this drug was to become much more powerful when I switched from snorting to vaping midway through one of my first few binges.

I once read another Bluelighter eloquently describe the refined experience that is vaporzing methylenedioxypyrovalerone: "Smoking MDPV is like sucking Satan's cock." I suppose it was a bit like that. Smoking MDPV was to relinquish the reins of sanity. It was a trip down into the rabbit hole. The psychosis it would produce was subtle at first and somehow seemed to greatly magnify, along with the euphoria, with each passing day. At a certain point the outside world simply goes away, one gets lost in the repetition of smoking and watching pornography for hours at a time. Short term memory goes out the window and the combination of sleep deprivation and dopamine overload causes all of the bizarre behavior we love to read about in these threads.

What a perfect way to express it.

I think still about smoking MDPV at least once a week & I've not touched any in over 18 months, on rare occasions I have tasted it in my mouth & I even once dreamed I w as smoking some & woke up really quickly only to feel that feeling for a second & it was gone. I've never had that happen with anything else which is weird.

PV is so good it goes full circle to being near evil.

Or perhaps becoming convinced that you are, in all actuality, God himself.

Spoken by a true PV smoker, you sir understand a bit too well.
 
What a perfect way to express it.

I think still about smoking MDPV at least once a week & I've not touched any in over 18 months, on rare occasions I have tasted it in my mouth & I even once dreamed I w as smoking some & woke up really quickly only to feel that feeling for a second & it was gone. I've never had that happen with anything else which is weird.

PV is so good it goes full circle to being near evil.



Spoken by a true PV smoker, you sir understand a bit too well.
Oh yeah I definitely used to get the dreams too. In my dreams I'd have a bag of MDPV and I'd be searching around my dreamscape for a lighter, a bit of foil, and a little bit of privacy. Could never seem to acquire all 4 at once though, bit of a frustrating experience honestly.

I haven't had MDPV in years and years. Not since the USA ban. So 2011 I guess. Hard to believe I still hear it's siren song. Knowing that it's not a drug I'm likely to see ever again makes me feel simultaneously sad and more than a little relieved. I don't usually advocate for the government to tell me what I can and cannot put into my own body, but in the case of MDPV, I'm sort of relieved it's gone.
 
QuasiStoned said:
Knowing that it's not a drug I'm likely to see ever again makes me feel simultaneously sad and more than a little relieved

can relate...

I can also relate with those dreams. It's almost always a struggle like you said - can't find foil, a lighter, a moment away from people, whatever. So frustrating to be in possession of mdpv again but unable to use it because of fucked up drug dream rules.
 
Agreed. MDPV on every occasion turned me utterly and absolutely psychotic. To be frank, I?m surprised, (and consider myself extremely lucky), that I was never sectioned during either one of those episodes.

lololol
I know the feeling too well, the fuckers came for me though with a net in the end.

My God I expected some kinda "new pv" threads on here but this is thread is dead.
There has gotta be some Chinese chemistr cooking up some really potent PV-esque goodies out there.

What the fuck happened to "Chinese Eric" ffs with his lab?
Get cooking again Eric.
 
These threads and my own posts from them gives me horrors. Now I am working with protecting goods and humans, security guard. Crazy how drugs and mostly this turned me insane. Get out life is so more beautiful without them. Hard to believe but it is true, all the best to you all, I am clean been for years. You can be too <3

- Nick
 
It's been about 5 or 6 years since I last partook in peevee. It ended up with me thinking an alien worm was living up my arse :/ I could hear it and kept trying to shit it out. It got to the point I was actually trying to remove it by inserting fingers up there and making myself bleed in the process. I was freaking out at the time, to be honest.

I ended up asking my sister to listen and asked if she could hear it (it sounded like a buzzing to me). For some reason she did and I accidentally farted in her face (no joke.) Thankfully she realised it was lack of sleep/psychosis and knocked me out with 600mg of pregabalin. I was alright after I slept.

Never again!
 
Surely Limpetdick our whatever his name is cam knock up a batch or two from scratch in his super-lab?

What's happened to him btw? Has he been naed or something?
 
These threads and my own posts from them gives me horrors. Now I am working with protecting goods and humans, security guard. Crazy how drugs and mostly this turned me insane. Get out life is so more beautiful without them. Hard to believe but it is true, all the best to you all, I am clean been for years. You can be too <3

- Nick
Glad to hear you're doing good buddy.
 
Good lord I want to know what happens in the parallel dimension where McAfee wins the 2020 Presidentials.
Probably lots of stuff, and mongyness would likely follow close.
 
Good lord I want to know what happens in the parallel dimension where McAfee wins the 2020 Presidentials.
Probably lots of stuff, and mongyness would likely follow close.

It couldn't be stranger or worse than the way things are now with Trump.
 
If McAfee did win I hope he would make MDPV legal & flood the USA & UK with it.

I've said it before & will say it again peeve was the best damn drug I've ever come across, wanking yourself to death for 5 hours as the German Gabber plays in the background....oh I miss you MDPV sssssooooo badly.
 
All of a sudden what I've done today isn't that bad.

"Then another man, who was also reportedly on the drug, streaked naked down Broward Boulevard; skillfully dodging police cruisers and screaming about how the people who stole his clothes were trying to kill him as he did so. Now: a dude tried to have sex with a tree...and that’s not even half of it. According to WKMG, Kenneth Crowder was seen running naked though a residential neighborhood (clearly a flakka side effect) yelling about how he was God and committing what is described as a "sexual act" on a tree. By the time a police officer arrived Crowder had assumedly "finished" because he had gotten dressed, but that didn’t stop him from still introducing himself to the deputy as the creator of the universe."

 
When you try to talk logic to someone, he had lost his leg to I.V. use & had taken his fake leg off to pick through the bin as there is drugs & cash hidden in there. People were walking past just horrified to see a tweaker off his nut shouting about cash & dope & using his fake limbs to get the stuff out & then break it open.

Some people aint cut out for this drug & its brother I swear to God. The worst I ever got was thinking the bin in the garden was controlled by ghosts & to stop them from causing trouble they wanted toast and the odd cup of tea which I gave 'em.
 
When you try to talk logic to someone, he had lost his leg to I.V. use & had taken his fake leg off to pick through the bin as there is drugs & cash hidden in there. People were walking past just horrified to see a tweaker off his nut shouting about cash & dope & using his fake limbs to get the stuff out & then break it open.

Some people aint cut out for this drug & its brother I swear to God. The worst I ever got was thinking the bin in the garden was controlled by ghosts & to stop them from causing trouble they wanted toast and the odd cup of tea which I gave 'em.

:LOL::LOL: Nowt wrong with giving the ghosts some toast mate...
 
:LOL::LOL: Nowt wrong with giving the ghosts some toast mate...

TBH out of all the RC's I've done I had some of the most truly bizarre & freaky events when I was doing a lot of a-pvp / MDPV.
I admit some of it was caused by lack of sleep & being off my nut but some of it was also seen by people that were sober so I know it actually happened.

When you are into the PV whatever signals your brain is picking up I rate in a way above N,N-DMT I swear that on my life.
 
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