What I was just trying to say is that there aren't longstanding thought patterns causinng this. Its more that like you said the rumination areas of the brain etc have gone out of control for some reason. However, my point is that this "reason" is not activated by "habit", at least initially. Its sort of like I got "thrown" into this mess if you know what I mean. Most mindfulness things don't talk about this entrance into anxiety/depression. Jon Kabat makes reference to mindfulness to prevent relapse. So that is basically preventing the depression even before it occurs again. I just haven't been able to resonate with this as well since again I got "thrown" into it and regardless of what my thought patterns were prior to the mental symptoms I still suffer with it. If you know what I mean.
So in the case of benzos for me at least if they reduce rumination related biology (temporarily for the duration of action) which reduces everything else then that tells me that the biology is a strong component. Problem is we don't know everything about the biology otherwise this is probably correctable at a much faster rate medically. And im sure one day it will be.
From a purely objective point of view you might be able to think about a drug providing certain "input" and an environment providing certain "input" that could result in the same sort of behavior and biology. So while it may not seem like the thought patterns are engrained because of habit, what takes an environment many years to produce behavior/biology wise a drug can produce pretty darn fast.
But I totally get what you're saying about the biology and I agree that there should be a medical cure for LTCs, just as there should be for ruminating depression/anxiety.
While I do agree that right now treating it psychologically can help, I don't think the origin of the problem is psychological. Its just that we have to influence the biology psychologically if you know what I mean. I think this is sort of what Cotcha is getting at. A mind over matter sort of approach
^This. But if you do look closely enough, the divide between psychological and biological does begin to blur. Currently my best theory involves a mechanism by which MDMA (temporarily) strengthens/disrupts neuroplasticity, then on the comedown when anxiety/depression is common and there is a strange biological state of running low on serotonin signaling whilist running high on norepinephrine/dopamine with temporary neural changes associated with sleep deprivation/cortisol (increased excitability), the adaptations to that biological/psychological state are somewhat engrained. You'll slowly reset but it can take some time.
Just to overview on that theory again, the idea is that MDMA can cause increased neuroplasticity while in a strange biological state, then the state is somewhat engrained and plasticity is temporarily reduced. So those abnormal connections aren't normalized like they would normally be (if they hadn't been formed with strong neuroplasticity) and they weren't able to be trimmed very much the next couple days when neuroplasticity wasn't running at 100%. These connections are normalized with time regardless but its probably a pretty good idea to try not to use these connections, which is where mindfulness comes in.
There was some poor soul who had suffered an LTC for a long time, and when he went back some time later to his bed where it all started he had a
horrible recurrence of symptoms, BUT he was able to sleep on the couch. This was very much my situation as well. There is something known as conditioned place avoidance. Lets say you take a rat and you put it in a cage with two different floor textures, rough and smooth. If you always shock it whenever it walks onto the rough surface, it will develop conditioned place avoidance for that rough floor, and will display xyz symptoms if you put it in a cage with the rough floor.
The mind takes in lots of info and packages it together with what is known as sensory binding. So if you happened to be in your bed etc. while you're having your initial LTC, your mind is piecing together information and associating all those negative things with the context/location of your bed. So the environment/context of the bed was associated with the LTC in this situation. So next time this person gets in that specific bed the context will probably make a lot of circuits come alive (the same circuits that were firing when they initially developed their LTC, ie neurons that fire together wire together) - but whatever he can do to quiet those circuits with techniques like mindfulness and deep breathing will help desensitize his reaction faster and let those circuits atrophy faster. As opposed to say, catastrophizing and panicking, which is pretty much specifically the thing to avoid
That sort of plasticity seems to be pretty strong in LTC sufferers. I think there is a good chance that, similar to major depression sufferers, people with LTCs have altered plasticity. Something like a particular environment triggering a reaction because of its association to the LTC is not entirely within one's control, but its important to do what we can to not let our minds run wild if we can help it. The trippy thing is when you start thinking about environments in terms of just "living inside one's head", and not necessarily a specific location. I guess the location is within our body.
Hope this was helpful. As always any questions are welcome. Don't give up guys, it just takes a while for the brain to reset, but there are things that will speed up that process like mindfulness and cardio. Medications might work for some people too.