Hi bluelighters!
14 months longterm comedown, fucking hell!!!!!
Symptoms: derealization, depression, anxiety, dizziness, social anxiety, cognitive difficulties etc...
In the last 2 months I had 2 separate periods of 1 week aprox where I felt almost fully recovered, but I always fall back in to this shit.
Can you relate to this? What about you ro4eva, did you experienced those periods of time during your recovery where you felt almost healed for a full week and then suddenly had a setback?
Also, every night, I always feel like 90%, with minimum symptoms but then I wake up next morning feeling like shit away, it's a never ending cycle. Can anybody with a LTC relate to this cycle? Everyday around 6pm, I improve a lot but then I wake up every morning dizzy, with derealization, and anxiety again, almost like vertigo's symptoms.
Just to finish with, when I look into the mirror, I cannot connect with my eyes, like if my staring was spaced out, empty, I look dizzy and disoriented.
When I felt almost recovered for those 2 weeks, my eyes had a better look and I didn't look that spaced out when looking into the mirror.
Can you relate to this?
Please help!