SWIM might get some on friday and hopefully tst about 200mg on my plant
Allow me to explain, bud.
Here at Bluelight, we frown upon the use of SWIM, as well as saying things like "on my plant". We know it's you doing the drug. We know it's not for your plant.
People use SWIM and all that to avoid "incriminating" themselves. While it's theoretically an OK idea, it doesn't work in the real world. The judges who DO deal with drug users posting on forums see right through SWIM - It can STILL be counted as evidence.
For that reason, SWIM isn't allowed, nor is "it's not for me, it's for my plant" type talk. Just be upfront and honest. Nothing bad will happen.
My fellow Bluelighters respond with rudeness because, well, a lot of people do what you do, and it's a bit annoying. It's against the rules here, and if you had spent a few minutes reading other people's posts, or the rules for that matter, you'd have seen that nobody uses SWIM here.
We expect you to lurk a bit before you post, get a feel for how things are done here. Using the search function is also encouraged. Otherwise, it just seems selfish to jump right in.
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Anyway, OP: Yes, the reason the first time was muted was because of your SSRI medication. It interferes with the way MDMA (and therefore MDAI) works. Glad to hear you enjoyed yourself the second time around! I'm looking forward to trying some of this myself =)