My drug use actually ends at least temporarily after this month, because I'm losing my flat and cannot get a new one soon enough, so must take an offer to go to drug rehabilition again to have some place to live. But I still have two grams of speed left and I need to use it quickly to test clean. Must use it in the weekend, because soon it isnt possible at least for a while to use anything. Must be sober, which sucks. But that stuff is just so addictive. I've never started craving any other drug so fast and so strongly than amphetamine. It happens instantly. No choice but to use the rest. Having hard time not using today, to give my body and mind an off day.