I’m curious as to how difficult or easy it is for professional or habitual liars to keep up the pretence when they are tripping hard.l on LSD.
I know that it is not a truth serum ala MKULTRA etc and I’m not talking about cracking a secret agent and stealing the launch codes.
More about feelings, dreams, desirea, beliefs at a more personal level.
On this I am actually a naturally born expert.
Conversely, I always had to really fight my case lol. I would visit somewhere peaking galore into alternate dimensions in my mind and visually hallucinating in ways which still amaze me now, on 600 mics.
If I did not say anything, they would not have told. Because it doesn't change me, perhaps makes me my truer me at times. Very calm.
One time, one of the trips of my life, 2nd night on 1200 mics, still good from previous's 600, what a brilliantly nuts trip on every level.
I had to argue with this nice guy who insisted the Acid must be really weak, he couldn't believe I was on it.
I went into every job I worked on insane doses of exstacy, LSD, so much weed regularly.
11 consecutve days once, very strong trippy MDA pills. 54 I took, from NYE 2002, working 7 full daytime shifts in Tescos superstore.
Known very well by everybody as the most lively enigmatic sociable and popular character in the store then no exag.
So many times. Blindingly high. I held things down, learned to hide my consciousness or blend it to appear congruent with regular.
However, unless it's a copper, or like friend's family etc, I ain't hiding shit from anybody.
I only took lots of LSD. Outside arrest, they can think whatever they want.
It's completely up to me to disclose or not.
But I do hide it from my mum though. Somehow. I plugged 1 mg last August, only time I ever bit off more than could chew with LSD.
Long trip. Lifechanging. Covid complicated it, but she had no idea.
An earlier summer day, 500 mics 3.30 am. Dawn, tripping nuts. Vaping weed drinking kava all day in garden mum all about.
I never attempted to hide a thing, nor mention it. I assumed it must have been obvious that time, from the trip I was having.
I asked her next day. Zero clue!
25/01/21 after 6 week break I dived in at 1875 mics.
8 mg's over 18 days, my deepest trips by far were at rhe end.
155 mics day 17, in 3, half hr apart, was a real breakthrough.
That specific run did seem to reverse my tolerance.
930 mics, 1130 (it got a bit "choppy" lol).
Wild wild trips. Was too much sensoryness for me.
Pushing LSD to it's limit. 11 days in, I told my mum I'd been tripping.
She hadn't noticed it at all.
But I have lots of personal mental space in life really.
Not dragged into everybody else's 9-5 (un)consviousness routine, emotional and logical orbits.
This surely makes a difference.