SketchPrincess
Bluelighter
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- Dec 4, 2000
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oh god...i'm NEVER doing acid again!
this happened awhile ago, but i thought i'd share anyways. my friend and i went to a small houseparty. we had dosed 1 blotter each of acid from the same sheet. about 20 min. later on the way to the party they kicked in. it was intense and freaky. we were NOT prepared for what awaited us. we had both used acid about 15-20 times before and had some really great experiences. when we got to the party i barely have a memory of what happened. i felt like i was looking down on myself. i was completely out of control, saying really evil shit, like "i want to stab out your eyes". <----actual quote from the trip!
i was going through one friends bedroom and tearing up posters and cd liner notes. people thought i'd gone insane. the friend who dosed with me was experiencing this in a milder form. we both got stuck in loops, where we'd repeat the same sentence over and over and laugh hysterically. but i never felt good or happy on this trip. finally everyone left the party, except my friend and i- we were staying over. around 5 or 6 my friends went to sleep. the one who dosed was ok....her trip had come down and she could sleep. i, on the other hand, was still fucked out of my tree. i sat up watching tv in the dark and i was scared. at some point i closed my eyes and felt like i didn't exist....i was floating. at that point i'm so embarrased to say- i actually peed my pants. i had ZERO control over my mind and body. i then proceeded to throw up. my friends then woke up and helped me clean myself up. i had a really fucked up shower and sat around wanting to die for a few hours. around 11 my friends woke up. the girl who dosed was fine. i was still really fucked. at this point i was really scared cuz i had dropped at 7pm the night before.
the entire day i was fucked and i couldn't go home. i seriously thought i'd gone insane and i would stay this way forever. i wanted to kill myself. it was the worst drug experience of my life. i was so mad too- why were the doses in the 2 tabs different?? mine was obviously WAY stronger than my friends......wtf? anyways, around 8pm i finally broke down and called my parents. i had to, because i thought i was insane now, so i should tell them. they took me to the hospital, where the doctor just rolled his eyes and gave me some sleeping pills.
i was screwed up mentally for a while after that. i have no idea what happened to me while on this trip. it scared the shit out of me- i've done acid twice since then. one time was very weak. the other time was okay, but i kept thinking about my bad trip and it turned bad FAST. after that i said NEVER again. lsd is a powerful drug that should not be taken by those who are in a bad place. i don't know if i was in a bad place to start, but that trip will definately haunt me forever and prevent me from tripping again.
i realize i sound like a drug pansy here, but i know my limits.
plur.....sketchy p
this happened awhile ago, but i thought i'd share anyways. my friend and i went to a small houseparty. we had dosed 1 blotter each of acid from the same sheet. about 20 min. later on the way to the party they kicked in. it was intense and freaky. we were NOT prepared for what awaited us. we had both used acid about 15-20 times before and had some really great experiences. when we got to the party i barely have a memory of what happened. i felt like i was looking down on myself. i was completely out of control, saying really evil shit, like "i want to stab out your eyes". <----actual quote from the trip!
i was going through one friends bedroom and tearing up posters and cd liner notes. people thought i'd gone insane. the friend who dosed with me was experiencing this in a milder form. we both got stuck in loops, where we'd repeat the same sentence over and over and laugh hysterically. but i never felt good or happy on this trip. finally everyone left the party, except my friend and i- we were staying over. around 5 or 6 my friends went to sleep. the one who dosed was ok....her trip had come down and she could sleep. i, on the other hand, was still fucked out of my tree. i sat up watching tv in the dark and i was scared. at some point i closed my eyes and felt like i didn't exist....i was floating. at that point i'm so embarrased to say- i actually peed my pants. i had ZERO control over my mind and body. i then proceeded to throw up. my friends then woke up and helped me clean myself up. i had a really fucked up shower and sat around wanting to die for a few hours. around 11 my friends woke up. the girl who dosed was fine. i was still really fucked. at this point i was really scared cuz i had dropped at 7pm the night before.
the entire day i was fucked and i couldn't go home. i seriously thought i'd gone insane and i would stay this way forever. i wanted to kill myself. it was the worst drug experience of my life. i was so mad too- why were the doses in the 2 tabs different?? mine was obviously WAY stronger than my friends......wtf? anyways, around 8pm i finally broke down and called my parents. i had to, because i thought i was insane now, so i should tell them. they took me to the hospital, where the doctor just rolled his eyes and gave me some sleeping pills.
i was screwed up mentally for a while after that. i have no idea what happened to me while on this trip. it scared the shit out of me- i've done acid twice since then. one time was very weak. the other time was okay, but i kept thinking about my bad trip and it turned bad FAST. after that i said NEVER again. lsd is a powerful drug that should not be taken by those who are in a bad place. i don't know if i was in a bad place to start, but that trip will definately haunt me forever and prevent me from tripping again.
i realize i sound like a drug pansy here, but i know my limits.
plur.....sketchy p