Hey everybody, my name is Seth, I am 22 years old and an economics major.
Let's get ahead to my Problem: I never took MDMA or any other drugs. (well, I smoked Weed).
So last year, it was October the 1st, I smoked way too much pot and got way too drunk, later that night we went to a party and everything was cool. There was one dude there that was selling drugs and I kinda befriended him. After we talked for a while he told me that he had LSD in his bottle... Well, I took a sip.
Nothing special happened that night, I didn't see anything nor did I behave unusually. The only thing I know for sure is that I thought the lights were pretty and that I got a little bit tired, sat down and felt high. I was responsive and did not talk weird stuff. We went home and I felt great.
The next morning I woke up and also felt great... but then I started to think about what I did... (I am pretty basic, I usually don't take drugs)
After that, I got a pretty bad feeling and started googeling what that feeling could be... I looked up all kind of stuff about LSD and possible long term effects... I got really scared and was very anxious. I didn't leave my dorm for 4 days because I was scared that I might see things differently and get hallucinations. After the fourth day I went to the hospital and talked with a Psychiatrist about what I did... He did manage to calm me down and I enjoyed life... I didn't smoke weed after that till December... But since January I have stopped doing that till now. (I don't plan on doing it again, lol)
Since March I have panic attacks and OCD with the fear of going insane, I am in therapy. My Therapist told me that it was a coincidence that I took drugs and develop OCD months later. My fear now is that this feeling comes back around October or I have hallucinations. I think that would be called backflash ???
Do you guys think I still suffer from LSD long term effects?
Did I even take LSD??
What do you guys think about this???
I know it was stupid but please don't judge me, it was a mistake I regret dearly.
Sorry if my English is bad, I am not a native speaker.
Let's get ahead to my Problem: I never took MDMA or any other drugs. (well, I smoked Weed).
So last year, it was October the 1st, I smoked way too much pot and got way too drunk, later that night we went to a party and everything was cool. There was one dude there that was selling drugs and I kinda befriended him. After we talked for a while he told me that he had LSD in his bottle... Well, I took a sip.
Nothing special happened that night, I didn't see anything nor did I behave unusually. The only thing I know for sure is that I thought the lights were pretty and that I got a little bit tired, sat down and felt high. I was responsive and did not talk weird stuff. We went home and I felt great.
The next morning I woke up and also felt great... but then I started to think about what I did... (I am pretty basic, I usually don't take drugs)
After that, I got a pretty bad feeling and started googeling what that feeling could be... I looked up all kind of stuff about LSD and possible long term effects... I got really scared and was very anxious. I didn't leave my dorm for 4 days because I was scared that I might see things differently and get hallucinations. After the fourth day I went to the hospital and talked with a Psychiatrist about what I did... He did manage to calm me down and I enjoyed life... I didn't smoke weed after that till December... But since January I have stopped doing that till now. (I don't plan on doing it again, lol)
Since March I have panic attacks and OCD with the fear of going insane, I am in therapy. My Therapist told me that it was a coincidence that I took drugs and develop OCD months later. My fear now is that this feeling comes back around October or I have hallucinations. I think that would be called backflash ???
Do you guys think I still suffer from LSD long term effects?
Did I even take LSD??
What do you guys think about this???
I know it was stupid but please don't judge me, it was a mistake I regret dearly.
Sorry if my English is bad, I am not a native speaker.